You promised me forever. You promised me happiness , even though that was not always present, I adapted. You promised to love, honour and cherish me, and even though I never felt it for a long time, I adapted.
But how does one adapt to seeing you looking at other woman?
How do i keep my heart from breaking?
How do you react when the person who promised you the world ends the relationship with a handshake and say lets go our separate ways?
It's emptiness inside, I feel the tears rolling down and I don't know why anymore. I'm not sure what's happening. I guess I expected you to at least fight for us, but you did not even try. Is that what 14 years is worth? Is that how little I mean?
I can't remember how many times I fought for us, I always believed we could make it work and the one time when you cause me to question us, and it's your turn to fight for us, you don't! Part of me kinda new this would happen, but my inner heart always expected you to fight.....
I guess there is no other way now. I guess I have to pick up the pieces and carry on alone. I know I will survive, I just never expected to do it on my own!
