Best nightmare~Luke punk AU

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[okayy so this part of the story takes place a few months in the future because honestly i didn't know how to fill in the last few months that happened in the story and i honestly just wanted to discontinue the story and i may still but i wanted to try and write a few more chapters and see how it went , but yeah here you go(: ]

anna's pov-

i sighed moving the last box out of the house.

this was it.

i was leaving.

not only because of graduation, but because of his death.

i couldn't live in the same city he died in. i don't think any of us could.

we were all ready to move on..but at the same time..i don't think any of us really were.

i heard footsteps behind me and a sniffle. i looked behind me and saw it was rosie. she had clearly been crying and i honestly felt so bad. all her friends were leaving and she hadn't seen the boy she was in love with for the past 3 months.

we hugged for quite a few minuets until i realized i had to leave in time to catch my flight. 

"i've gotta go.." i told her

she sniffled, "call me as soon as you land okay.. and um if you see any sign of luke, tell me,"

rose half smiled like it was a joke, but deep down, her and i both knew she was actually wanting me to look for him.

i hugged one last time and got in my car to leave.

rosie's pov-

i watched as rosie drove away. it felt as if everybody was leaving me.

 one friendship had crumbled to pieces. one of my best friends died and i blamed myself for his death everyday.and now one of my best friends was moving to a new country because of a death i caused. 

on top of that the boy i fell in love with announced he was leaving one night and i have no idea where he went.

i missed him. i missed the way we cuddled in the park 4 out of the 7 days of the week at the very least. i missed his blue eyes. i miss his tattoos. i missed his lip piercing and how the cold metal pressed against my lips when we kissed. i miss his hugs and his flirty ways. heck , i even missed when i hated him , because even when i hated him , it still meant he was there.

of course i still had ashton here. the thing was i couldn't ever hang out with him without thinking of everything we went through.

i felt alone. not in the way of when your at the lunch table that nobody wants to sit at. and not in a way like when nobody is home and it's completely silent. this kind of alone made my heart feel empty and i hated it. i really just wanted luke back.

he was all i needed.

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omg guys i'm terrible at updating buttttt...

i have 2.1k reads and that is soooo amazing!!!

thank y'all for reading my story and i'm gonna try and update another chapter and maybe 2 tonight because i really need to make up for all the lost chapters that could've been up right now. i'm also gonna try and get as many chapter up as i can during my last week before i go back to school but yeah i love you guys so  so much and hope you have a great night/day!

( and in the next few chapters i'll reveal who died)