LOVE DIARY; LH

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Carmens pov

I finished packing all my stuff into boxes and suitcases, I can't believe I have to live with someone I've never met and just let them... touch me. I'm not a one night stand, ugh. It's literally disgusting! And who's the government to make me stay with someone I don't even know? it's so unfair. They think just because I'm a teenager they can control who and what I do.

I sighed out of frustration and put all my boxes on my bed. My eyes roam around my plain white room, the last time I'll see it in daylight. I'm leaving tonight IN THIS GUYS CAR. From what I hear, he can buy you the world. but only if you follow his rules. Out of all the big businesses you would think there are, he owns a baking factory. What kind of guy is this? People have said that he likes the sweet and delicate look on his "babygirls" just like he does his deserts. I personally think he sells innocent deserts to clean up his dirty image. He's a womanizer and I'm a feminist, Also when I am passionate about something I never give up, so I don't understand how this is supposed to work.

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LATER THAT NIGHT

I'm looking out the window, sitting on a kitchen chair, waiting for this guy to come and take my freedom away... and my virginity. My dad walks over to me.

"Hey honey, you excited?" I can tell he knows I'm not.

"No, Dad. Me and this guy are complete opposites." I say.

"Well maybe that's a good thing. Opposites attract! I mean when your mom and I were paired, she didn't even like art!" He exclaims.

That was the saddest attempt I've seen of someone trying to relate. He's probably only excited to get rid of me so they can fuck even more.

"Thanks Dad." I fake a smile.

"No problem. I love you honey, good luck. We're gonna miss you." he brings me into a hug.

"Love you too dad." I sigh.

"Now go in your room and wait, he'll be here soon." My dad warns me.

I go into my room and put my phone in my back pocket. I sit on my bare bed and close my eyes. My stomach is churning, I could literally throw up. I have to live with this guy! For my whole life! I'm not gonna be able to do this. Is there any way out of this?

before I can mentally kill myself I hear the door open and greetings in the air.

fuckfuckfuckfuck

"Hi I'm Luke, I'll meet your daughter outside. I don't like driving when it's dark and the sun is setting, so please hurry."

and he's a dick too. I swear these walls are too thin.

I leave my bedroom and walk out to the door.

"Bye Mom and Dad, I'll miss you." I hug them goodbye.

"We love you too!" my mom whispers, oh god here come her waterworks.

"Well he's waiting I gotta go!" I quickly walk away from them, carrying my luggage. Luke couldn't even help me carry it out to his car, how far up his butt is he? maybe he's gay.

I stride out with confidence. I may hate this guy, but maybe I can get him to not hate me. I slightly swing my hips and look up to see a boy with slightly quiffed blonde hair and light blue eyes staring me down, biting his lip.
ha ha.

"Hey babe." he smirks and opens my car door for me.

"Hey." I don't even make eye contact with him. why should I?

He slams the door closed and gets in the other side of the car as we pull out of the driveway. I stare out the window, looking at the city lights and buildings slowly decreasing. The sky is a dark blue.

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15 MINS IN THE CAR

Seriously? this guy is a joke. We've been in the car like a half an hour and he hasn't even said anything or played any music. He looks pretty pissed, as he's going a little bit faster than he should. I guess that's okay because there's no cars on the road this late at night. Me too man, me too. I wonder if I said something to him if he'd just snap and go completely insane, just like press down on the brakes hardcore and hit a gas station or something? atleast it would kill me. Let's try it.

"Hey? Are you angry at me or something?" I ask, raising my eyebrows.

He just keeps his eyes on the road.
"Did I say you could fucking ask me something?" He says.

My jaw drops. Who does he think he is. I literally have to sit on my hands to keep myself from slapping him and making him drive off the road.

"Didn't know I had to have permission, sorry princess." It was so hard not to smirk but FUDKCKF THAT WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD.

He slams on the brakes and the car stops, throwing my body forward.

"What did you just say to me?" He looks at me with flaming eyes. Now I'm actually a little scared, were on an empty road at night and I just made this insane guy mad at me.

"I s-said I didn't know I had to have permission?" I meant it to come out as confident but it just sounded like a question.

"Listen sweetheart, I have rules. You won't get punished if you follow them, very easy. Sadly I have a feeling it won't be for you, so step up your act." he growls and starts the car back up.

o h
listen here little white boy who the fuck are you?? you ain't shit?? you own a baking factory. a baking factory.
send me help or send me to hell. just get me away from him.

it was silent for a while before I spoke up. He was driving slower on the brakes so he must be calmer.

"Can I ask you a question?" I say, looking at the open road.

"Fine."

"Why were you mad at me earlier? like when you slammed the door?"

"Because you disrespected me. You teased me, and then you ignored me as if you didn't know what you were doing. No one teases me. No one ever has even thought of it. Like do you know how attractive that is? But babe, I'm the dominant. get it, got it, good."

I just nodded my head and kept quiet.

45 MINS IN THE CAR

It's completely dark outside now, he's got the ac on full blast and I can literally feel my goose bumps. I decided I'll just go to sleep, it seems like a long ride to his house.

"May I recline my seat?" I'm only being nice to him in the car because I don't want him to drive off the road or something. Don't think just cause he yelled at me means I don't hate him any less.

"Fine. Do you want a sweatshirt?"

did he just say something ... nice?

"what?" I gasp.

"You heard me. Do you want a sweatshirt? you just seemed cold."

"Um.. yeah."

He threw one arm and reached around the back of the car and pulled out a grey sports hoodie and handed it to me.

"It might be a little big." he said and I nodded.

I put it on and instantly was filled with a sweet, deep, cologne smell and a feeling of comfort. I cuddled myself and leaned against the window.

a few minutes go by before I hear soft jazz playing in the back of the car. I peeked one eye open and saw him actually smiling at me. I might have smiled to myself too.