Lets not Fall in Love

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Disclaimer: No, I DO NOT OWN any of the BigBang members nor do I own the song, Lets Not Fall in Love. Title belongs to BigBang and papa YG. :) I only own the cover art and story ^^

Chapter one: Namja Agi

Orange hair blew delicately with every breath of air the wind blew past his face. He smiled slowly lifting his head to flutter dark lashes as Seunghyun extended his hands waiting for Jiyong to take hold. Platinum blonde hair bounced as the older man tapped his foot impatiently but his lips held a loving smile.

"Come on, we didn't come here so you could sit around watching people have fun."

Jiyong huffed out a laugh as he caught Seungri jummping on Tae's back Seunghyun's face, too close for comfort, as they touched foreheads. Jiyong smiled as he took hold of the hand. Seunghyun tugged the boys arm pulling him up they took off running holding hands.

As the night went on, the fair lit up beautiful with lights. Children running with sprinklers, groups of friends laughing, and lovers walking around with giant stuffed animals. But as Jiyong paused to stare at the eldest, he couldn't deny the painful pang in his chest every time Seunghyung smiled or held his hand. They both ran hand in hand joyfully throughout the fair trying every ride. They took photos, and won eachother prizes from little booths, while Jiyong posted them on his insta. Jiyong glanced at the Farris wheel longingly. The colors dancing and spiraling in hues of pink, blue, reds and yellow, like a rainbow. The light reflected on Jiyong's face, leaving him standing like a florescent pink glowing angel, and all Seunghyun could do was stare.

He took one last bite of the fluffy sweetness, the cotton candy dropped to the ground, forgotten, as he made his way towards the orange haired boy. Gently, he ran his fingers through Jiyong's long slender ones to hold his hands. The younger gasped but smiled when he saw the blonde and gave a reassuring squeeze.

"Jiyong~ah?" Seunghyun called out nervously.

"Hyung?" Jiyong leaned back into the taller mans chest as arms wrapped around his shoulders. They swayed to the music blairing through the speakers smiling.

"I wish we could stay like this forever. .. But I'm scared, I don't think I can do this..." Seunghyun turned the younger man around still holding him close by his waist.

"Lets not make promises Ji, you never know what tomorrow brings, but I really mean it when I say I like you..."

Jiyong smiled taking the olders hands in his, swinging them childishly. He sniffled, slightly trembling lips tried to hold a smile as he shook the bangs from his face. Seunghyun continued to look at the other curiously.

"You don't have to love me namja agi, just kiss me." Jiyong licked his lips lowering his head to come back up with teary eyes.

"You're making it more painful... Why?" Seunghyun smiled lifting the boys chin, and Jiyong struggled to hold onto the loving gaze. 'If I get attached to you Seunghyun, I'll get sad...'

A small whimper escaped his lips as he leaned into the other, the gap between their faces so small he could feel the warmth of Seunghyun's breath tickling his lips. 'Don't trap us...' Jiyong thought saddly as Seunghyun touched thier foreheads closing his eyes.

"Actually agi, I'm a little scared, I'm sorry..." Orange hair tickled at Seunghyun's eyes, and he giggled. They were so close he inhaled the scent of Chanel cologne on Jiyong's neck. The boy leaned in,

"Seunghyun~ah, don't try to have me... Let's just stay like this..."

Jiyong closed the gap, tilting his head, standing on the the tips of his toes slightly. Arms wrapped around broad shoulders as fingers tangled in blonde hair. Rain started pouring but thier kiss deepened. People ran and kids screamed trying to escape the rain, but the boys stood there in their embrace. A sweet battle of tongues dancing around in a swirl of cotton candy flavors and caramel apple. Teeth gently nipped and pulled at lips hungrily. Hands began to roam the lengths of their backs and chests, trying to get closer. 'We're so happy as we are... Let's not fall in love...' But the boys held on tighter, as if they could hear eachothers thoughts. The rain poured down harder and the gentle caresses became more frantic and desperate.

"Don't let go-"

Jiyong gasped out to take a breath before his lips were ravished again. Seunghyun clenched his eyes shut, not wanting to think about what they were getting into, but the thoughts still ran through. 'Don't ask me things I dont know the answer to Ji...' But Seunghyun placed his hands around Jiyong's waist lifting him up in a tight embrace. Long slender legs instinctively wrapped around the older mans waist as Jiyong felt himself lifted and twirled making thier kiss more passionate and loving. Seunghyun sat the boy on a rail running a hand gently along the youngers cheek to tuck a stray hair behind his ear and kissed him gently.

"I don't wanna loose you either..." Seunghyun said and Jiyong leaned back slowly, nervous eyes fluttered dark lashes as he peered through orange bangs biting his bottom lip. He leaned forward pressing his lips gently to Seunghyun's.

"Just for tonight, in this moment Seunghyun... I want you to stay..."

Seunghyun swallowed deeply looking at the boy sitting up on the railing, the jittering feeling of butterfies flying up his stomach as he leaned forward grabbing the boys face for another kiss. Thier lips connecting in a deep passionate kiss. Rain trickling down thier faces. The water seeping through thier lips from their open mouth kisses.

In the distance the rest of the group stood back watching the scene play out before them. A sweet smile set on their faces despite the desolate air around them knowing the consequences of a relationship between the band members. But they let thier hyungs have thier space, if only for a moment, they would allow them to be happy. It was Daesung that called out to them, laughing as they nervously broke apart.

"Seunghyun~ah! Jiyonggie! Come on, we gotta get home! You know how papa YG gets if we catch a cold!" The boys nodded in understanding, indeed no one wanted to endure the wrath of YG. The boys shivered at the thought as they ran towards the awaiting car and headed towards the dorms.

The car ride home was spent in silence, the members each falling asleep, thier heads leaning on each others shoulders and Jiyong smiled happily turning his head to look out the window. Long fingers curled through his own and he blushed knowing they were Seunghyun's but he graciously leaned into the warm chest sharing a blanket they kept in the car and fell asleep.

A/N: I wrote this for Ji' birthday a while back and thought maybe I should post this here