Am I a freak?

Chapter One

Chapter one

Dear diary

Today is the last day I will ever write in this stupid thing! The reason being...yeah you guessed I'M GOING HOME! I can't wait! After spending a year and a half in this God forsaken place I was finally going to leave! I'M SO HAPPY! Since it's the last time I write in this I thought I'd do a recap on everything that has happened to me over the past year and a half, so here I go.

Oakington Manor is basically hell on Earth! It's a reform school, it used to be a boys only school but they started to let girls in two years ago, so obviously girls are the minority here and the boys all thought they could push us around because we're new but nu uh! The first two months I was here I worked my way up the hierarchy, right to the top and now they all respect me, well most of them fear me actually but fear, I say, is a form of respect. Nobody messes with me here! If they did there would be consequences, some people had learned that the hard way...but anyway Oakington Manor is basically the school full of delinquents, everybody steers clear of the kids here because we are all too 'rough'. So the reason I got sent here, well it happened on this one day, I don't even remember it that well.

I was at the old warehouse, that my brothers and I had found and claimed as our own and this boy from school decided to follow me, so I snuck up on him and scared him then we got to talking, after a few minutes he started getting all touchy, he was running his hands up my thighs and well I didn't like it. I pushed him away but he wouldn't give up! He was trying to force himself on me and I was pissed! Suddenly, out of literally nowhere, a fire started, it was in a ring around us, and we couldn't get out. The boy started to freak out and when I say freak out I mean like really FREAK OUT! He was screaming bloody murder, eventually he snapped! He tried to run through the flames, which is so stupid, and well he was on fire. All I could hear was screaming, no not screaming, blood curdling SCREECHING! It was hurting my ears and the carbon dioxide in the air was suffocating me and I passed out!

The next thing I know I'm in the hospital with all my brothers, cousins, aunts and even my dad was there, looking at me with such worry, it made me feel kind of bad. The next week we went to court, the boy's parents said it was my fault and the first time I saw the boy, after the fire, his face bared all the marks that the fire had given him. Everyone said it was my fault and the jury finally decided that I should be sent to Oakington Manor because it was the only solution they could think of and basically we lost that case, which is really weird because dad's lawyer, Lance, he never lost a case! Sometimes I think that dad had told him to lose the case on purpose so I could get sent here, ever since that day weird things have been happening to me and around me but what's even weirder is that I can never seem to remember much I would just kind of space out and then when I snapback I'm in weird situations I can't seem to explain...well anyway that's what happened and so here I am and finally my time here is up! I can go home!

I'd packed all my things last night and I was due to leave this evening, now the only thing I had to do now was to tell Chris, well that would be interesting! Wish me luck!