Struggles (Book One)

Reunion

Himchan’s POV:

As I walked out of Daehyun’s room and headed to mine, Jongup grabbed my hand and quickly pulled me into his room. He shut the door fast, but quietly. He looked up at me and smiled.

“Way to almost blow our cover Hime. Think that Deonne or the others know?” I smirked at him.

“Deonne is probably a little in on it, but by how she reacted I think we will be ok. Besides the stunt you just pulled doesn’t make things any better.” I chuckled as he blushed. I pulled him into a hug. We’ve been secretly dating for about three weeks.

“Hime, why are we hiding from our members? I mean Zelo and Yongguk are together. So they wouldn’t think we were weird or anything.” I sighed.

“I don’t know Jongup. I just think that we should just wait to tell the others. I mean think about it. Yes Yongguk and Zelo are together, but it’s them. If our members thought that we were together… I don’t know Jay.” He gasped and his eyes widen.

“You are embarrassed to be with me… aren’t you?” He pulled away as his eyes filled with tears. Oh shit what did I just do? I pulled him back into my arms and held tightly as he tried to get out of my embrace.

“No! It is definitely not like that. Jay you should know that I want to be with. Forever and always. I love you Jongup.” This made him stop and look up at me.

“You… you love me?” This was the first time that either of us had pronounced our love to each other. Our relationship actually started out with just experimenting out of curiosity from Bang and Zelo. After a week I asked Jay if he wanted to be my boyfriend. We have been keeping it secret just in case this was a phase.

“Of course I love you. You are my everything Jongup. You make me so happy and I love everything about you. When you smile, I can’t help but smile. When you are sad or hurt, I can’t help the ache that creeps into my heart. When we pass by places or billboards and you say you want that, I can’t help but want to get you that as soon as possible. Even though we have only been dating for a few weeks, we’ve known each other longer. My feelings for you have just grown in the past weeks. I love you Moon Jongup.” I poured out my feelings for him with so much ease. I didn’t think I would ever be able to say those things to him as much as I thought them. I held a breath waiting for his reaction.

Soon lips were on mine and I couldn’t help but close my eyes and moan. He tasted so good, felt good in my arms, and I wanted so much more. He stopped it though before anything could happen.

“I love you too Kim Himchan.” I hugged him tightly and let him nuzzle in my neck as I brushed his hair.

“Tell you what, how about when we get Zelo and Daehyun back, we will tell the guys about us?” He nodded against my neck. “But for now, we need to get some rest ok babe?”

“Ok hyung. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I gave him one more kiss goodnight before exiting his room and heading to mine. I got ready for bed and when my head hit the pillow, I instantly fell asleep thinking only of my Jongup.

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Deonne’s POV:

I woke up the next day in someone’s warm arms; I sighed in relief realizing everything that happened was just a dream. I turned around and snuggled into the warm body. I shook slightly as he laughed.

“Daehyun would be very upset if he saw us like this.” I jumped and looked up at Youngjae.

“So yesterday wasn’t a dream.” I sighed disappointed. I lifted myself off the bed and went to the bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror. I had bags under my eyes, because I couldn’t sleep much. I splashed water on my face and walked out of the bathroom. Jae was gone, probably getting dressed. I got ready, shoving on a random on black tank top and some dark blue jeans. I walked into the kitchen to find Youngjae making breakfast.

“I’m not really that hungry Jae.” He didn’t stop what he was doing.

“You’re still going to eat.” I sighed and sat down waiting. Soon the others came out, Yongguk looking as worse as me.

“Youngjae, I’m not hungry.” Youngjae spun around and slammed his fist on the table.

“Deonne. Yongguk. I know you guys are going through hell, but I got up to make a wonderful breakfast to fuel everyone for today. So you guys are going to eat. You need your strength, because we aren’t entirely sure what is going to happen today. So shut up and eat your damn food!” I widen my eyes at him. Never have I seen him like this, but neither Yongguk nor I said anything just nodded our heads. We ate in silence after that.

We got our shoes on and walked out the dorm, locking the door. We got in the van and Himchan put the address Donald had given to us in his GPS. Donald was right; it was only a few blocks away from the dorm. Yongguk parked right in front of the house and slowly we all got out. I was pissed as we approached the door, but I couldn’t help the butterflies that entered my stomach.

“How bad off do you think he is?” Yongguk asked, referring to Zelo.

“No offense, but it doesn’t matter. Just don’t lose control when you see him. You have to act tough. Whatever you do, don’t break.” I was talking more to Yongguk than anyone, but I looked at them all. They all nodded, so I turned back around and opened the door.

The house was so old and the inside was a wreck. It was empty except for a couch near the back of the room and a chair in the middle of it. The chair was occupied by my oldest brother Donald.

“Well, look who decided to visit her older brother.” He was leaning back in the chair smiling at us all. “And you brought friends, how cute.” I would have snarled at him for his happy tone, but my eyes glanced to his left and right. On his left, he had Zelo hanging from his wrist. He’s white shirt was dirty and ripped showing off some of the bruises underneath. His shorts weren’t that bad, but down his legs I saw all the scrapes and even more bruises. He had a huge cut on his lip and a black eye. If I didn’t notice his chest moving up and down slightly, I’d think he was already dead. I felt Yongguk tense next to me, assuming that he was staring at Zelo now.

On Donald’s right was Daehyun, also hanging from his wrist. He wasn’t as bad off as Zelo, but he was only in his boxers. Scrapes, bruises, and knife marks were along his chest, legs, arms, and face. I noticed a red hand print along his neck. He didn’t have any black eyes, but he had a cut on his lip and his left check was a bit yellow. Both their heads were hung down in shame. I heard Yongguk growl thinking that it was for Zelo, but the words that came out of his mouth were shocking to me.

“This is your brother?”

“Well hello Yongguk. Long time and no rumbles. How have you been?” Donald chuckled.

“Screw you Donald. Give me back my members.” Yongguk spat.

“Sorry no can do. Not until I talk to my sister here. Dearest sister, shall we begin to converse?” He acted eloquently, but sounded like a dick.

“What the hell do you want?” I growled.

“Is that any way to talk to your brother?” He looked sad.

“You disowned me a long time ago. I’m just here for them.” I pointed to Dae and Zelo who I’m guessing were unconscious, either that or it hurt too much for them to look up at all.

“I see you are still hanging with my rival gangs.” Donald said, ignoring my statement.

“We are not a gang!” Himchan yelled.

“I left Soul Connection long ago.” Yongguk growled.

“What do you want Donald?” I hissed.

“That is easy, I want you.” He smirked. Why me?

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Don't hate me! I know it is kind of short but I wanted to wait for the fight, still deciding how to write it.. but here you go! Vote Comment and Fan! <3 you guys