So you know that song by 5 seconds of summer, yeah I know you do, I mean who doesn't. Well that song describes me perfectly, you know minus the whole sneaking around with a boyfriend part; I seem to be lacking in that department. I am that good girl, the girl who listens to her teachers and parents even when I know there spouting utter bullshit, because as much as I hate to admit it I don't want to be a disappointment.
And I think I'm finally starting to realize I don't live for them. That my goals in life shouldn't encompass making everyone happy but myself.
School is starting soon and this year, my last year is going to be much better than the last three, well last two (freshman year was bomb Asf). And I have almost completely gotten over my social anxiety and social awkwardness. And hopefully I can have some what of a normal high school experience, but then again I've never been normal.
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My (kinda) Fucked Up Life
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