He Was My Subscriber

20: Resolving

~Jorden Renae's P.O.V~

What the hell.

I followed my mom into the house and slammed the door.

"What do you mean you want me to breakup with him?!" I asked my mom angrily.

"I have my reasons Jorden! You won't understand!"

"Understand what? Explain to me what I won't understand. He's so much better than any guy I have ever brought home to meet you. You know it mom!"

"Its not that! Its what he does for a living!"

"Are you seriously going to tell me that? Mom I'm starting to live the same way! We don't sing because we have to we do it because it's our life. Its our escape and it makes me happy that he makes a million other girls feel beautiful. Do you think I'm with him for publicity? Well I'm not. I'm with him for his money? Well you know I never cared about anyone's financial income. Stop making up excuses and tell me the truth!"

I was far out pissed off and I hadn't noticed that my mom and I were screaming at each other. I could feel my face change a shade of red. My mom also wore a very serious look on her face that could kill anyone if she could.

"I don't want you to be with him because when you guys breakup you're going to be the one who is going to have a hard time! You're with a boy that is famous worldwide! His fans aren't going to give a damn if you really loved him or not! His career will not be affected but yours will Jorden! You're going to get so much fucking hate. He's going to get publicity. Sooner or later they will forget that you were actually an artist and not just his girlfriend!" she spat out

"I don't care what his fans think. I don't care if they don't like me. He loves me for me!"

"If you're career fails it going to be on you. It was your responsibility!"

"Responibility of what? I IN love mom! Its not a mistake. Its not a responsibility either. You can't control what you feel! Out of everyone I really thought you would support me! You haven't even met him in person!" I couldn't take me anger anymore and I ran upstairs. I ran before I said anything that I would.later regret. She wouldn't understand.

I went to sleep crying that night. I couldn't believe what had just happened. The worst part of it is I was going to be here for an entire week.

This is going to be a long week.

~3 Days later~

Yesterday I spent the entire day with Ryan's mom. We talked about the Liam situation and she understood me as well as my mom. My mom and I hadnt talked since the argument. I had skyped with Liam but I didn't tell him the reason my mom and I argued. He knew we weren't speaking to each other but didn't know why.

Tomorrow was going to be Thursday and I would be leaving for California Friday afternoon. I didn't want to leave without talking to me mom so I would try today.

My mom got home and I finally got the courage to talk to her.

"Um mom? Can I talk to you?" I asked her as she made her way to the kitchen and got a water bottle.

"Let me speak first. Look I know I was wrong for going of on you like that about the guy you're dating. I know I'm in no position to tell you who you can and can't love and I'm sorry. You're right he does seen like a very good guy but I'm sorry and i can't help to think that his fans will hurt you at some point. I really don't care what you do with you're live life now and I'm sorry." she said calmly.

She was actually apologizing. My mom never apologized.

"Thanks mom I also want to say that it was wrong of me to scream at you. I shouldn't have done that"

"Its alright. I know it was at the moment. Hey I have the day off tomorrow let's go shopping." she said.

"Yes! Okay!! I said excitingly.

We both went out to eat leaving my brother at one of his friend's house. The night fell quickly and we went back home. I took a very long shower and went straight to bed.

~Next Day~

It was Thursay morning and my mom and I went out early. We dropped off my brother at school and went to eat breakfast. We dropped by at a Denny's and ate. We the went uptown and walked around. By the time it was One we went to go eat lunch. After we finished we went to the mall. We boyfriend many things like new shoes and I bought a really cute dress I couldn't get my eyes off. The rest if the day went by quickly and I bonded with my mom a lot more.

By the time it was 6 I was at home. Liam skyped me. The boys and him were currently on their UK tour. It was a bit harder to talk to him because of the time differences and he was busy. After talking for what seem like 10 minutes when in reality was 3 hours we finally said good night. I started to pack some of my things for LA but fell asleep while doing it.

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I hate myself right now.

This is a filler. I'm sorry. Its disappointing I know. But the next chapter should be good!

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