Unwanted- A Felicite Tomlinson Fanfic

Part 13

"Great so I'll see you tomorrow!" I said excidedly as I hung up the phone. "It's settled." I said, smiling at Lottie. "Where are we meeting him?" Lottie asked. "At this park that Louis always used to take me to when I was younger." "Gee I wonder why he never took me to any parks..." Lottie trailed off. I tried to change the subject.

"Lottie you can't tell mum that we are meeting him." I said. "She will get really mad." Lottie sighed, sounding annoyed "I just don't understand why we have to keep it such a secret. Dad was the one that didn't approve of his singing career. Mum didn't care, she just felt like she had to support dad." I wished I could believe what Lottie was telling me but I just couldn't. Ever since Louis left I've been pretty guarded with my feelings. It took a while for me to trust people and I hadn't forgotten how mum acted three years ago. I honestly tried to stay as far away from her as possible and spent most of my time locked away in my room.

"Just please don't tell anyone!" I begged. "I won't." Lottie said. "But they have a right to know." And with that Lottie walked out the door. Like I said before, since I spend most of my time in my room I often don't see Lottie or anyone in my family really. I'm kind of a loner. I haven't had such a long conversation with Lottie in a while but then again she would have to be my least favorite sister in the world. Even though Phebe and Daisy were always brats in my eyes I've always envied Lottie the most. She has someone that cares about her. Martin treats her like a princess and cares about her so much. However with me guys ingore me and half of them don't even know my name. And some are actually really mean to me at school.

That night I lay in my bed thinking about tomorrow and how it would be either a complete disaster or a wonderful reuinion. I just hope Lottie doesn't flip out again or something. I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I almost didn't notice the soft knock on my door. "Come in." I said timidly, afraid of who was at my door. In came one of the twins. As bad as it sounds I didn't know if it was Daisy or Phebe. I don't see them often and they look similar. I was getting all kinds of visitors today.

"Felecite, I can't sleep!" The twin said. Oh great, she remembers my name but I don't know her's.

"I had a bad dream." She continued. "Mummy got in a fight with me and left. Lottie didn't want to stay either and left with Martin. Daisy and I were alone. You even left. You didn't like us anymore and locked yourself in your room and never came out again." It was obviously Phebe talking. The poor thing was close to tears.

"Awe, come here." I said patting a space on my bed for her to sit. She jumped up on the bed and wrapped her arms around me. "No one is going to leave you." I said. "But what about daddy and Louis? They left me and I've never seen them in a long time. Mummy might leave and then Lottie and you. Daisy and I will be alone forever!" She said, crying now.

I didn't know what to do. I mean it was true, we could all just up and leave just like Lou and dad. "I won't leave you." I said. "But dad-" Phebe began before I stopped her. "Shhhh, just because they left doesn't mean I will. It's ok Phebe, I promise." "Cross your heart?" She asked, looking up at me. I smiled. "Cross my heart." I said. "You never have to worry, I'm here to stay." And with that, Phebe fell asleep right then and there. I was to lazy and scared to leave my room to take her to her own room. So I just let her be and decided to get some shut eye. Tomorrow was a big day. I would finally see my brother again!