Johnnies POV
I'm done. I'm done with everything. I can't be here in this hospital anymore. I walk back out from the staircase and see Margaret sitting in the chairs crying her eyes out. I start to walk to the elevator as it opens and I see that Bryan is in it.
"Johnnie? What's going on?!" He asks.
"Let's just leave", I said bluntly.
We go to the parking garage to leave, I hear someone yelling and throwing things. We walk towards Bryans car which is parked next to where Alex and I parked. She's hopefully long gone. I don't want to see her at all.
But of course, with my luck I walk to the car and Alex is screaming and ripping the inside of her car apart. She is a joke.
All of a sudden she looks up from the car and our eyes meet. Her eyes are a deep red, it looks like she clawed a her own eyes. There is makeup running down her face. Her face still red from where I slapped her. I shouldn't have done that. She should've just left me alone though.
When she looked at me she just stopped everything, she stopped yelling, she stopped throwing and hitting things, she just sat back in her seat and gave the dashboard one last kick. she then slammed the door closed and turned on the car, she put on Bring Me the Horizon and turned it all the way up, then she sped out of the parking garage.
I have to admit, I was starting to feel somewhat bad for her, I really shouldn't have hit her or pushed her away, when we get home I'll try to talk to her, I love that girl and I think I just ruined my chance of her ever loving me again.
We got home and I walked inside, Alex wasn't in that living room, bathroom, or kitchen. Kyle was out with some girl he met, her name is Meghan I think.
I went into my room and saw her, Alex was in my room collecting all of her things and shoving them in her bag. I walked in and closed the door behind me. She quickly tuned around and look me dead in the eyes. I looked at the ground. I felt so guilty. Every time I look at her face I see the bruise starting to form from when I hit her.
"Alex what are you doing?", I asked in a concerned, yet serious tone.
"Leaving, isn't that what you want?", she said in a hurt, yet sassy tone.
"Alex you're not-", she cut me off.
"What if I do leave? Huh? Are you just gonna hit me again?", she said in a very, very hurt tone now.
She stepped up to me, very close to me. "Hit me, do it.", she said in a intimidating voice.
"Alex, I'm not gonna hit you.", I reply while looking at the ground, very embarrassed and guilty.
She pushed me against the wall, telling me to hit her once again.
"Just hit me!", she yelled while hitting me on the chest.
"Just-hit-me-please-I-deserve-it-I'm-a-horrible-person.", she said as she banged on my chest between every word, each hit slowly getting weaker until she was reduced to tears.
"Alex I-", I was cut off again by her.
"I thought you loved me.", she barely got out through her tears. She collapsed and almost hit the wall but I caught her, I slid down the wall until we were both sitting on the floor, I was holding her, trying to fight back tears.
"Alex I love you so much, you don't even understand, I feel horrible for ever laying my hands on you the way I did.", I confessed to her.
"I deserved it, it's my fault.", she says.
"You're to beautiful and sweet and amazing for anything like that to be you're fault.", I promised her.
"Johnnie I love you." she told me.
"I love you."
