ESCAPE FROM REALITY.

Chapter 1.

I'm T. I'm also Taylor, Teagan, or whatever else you'd like to call me. This is my story. This isn't a fairytale, not in my point of view. What I describe here, is what's happened, maybe in my life or others. What I write, has impacted me forever and left me breathless, with imprinted fingerprints on my brain. This is my story, and I'm here to share in secrecy. Once you've started this, you can't stop. Because once you stop, you're gone. And I can't help you, once you're gone.

I'm constantly hurting. My head pounds with every step I take. My eyes burn with every moment that passes. I'm constantly terrified, that She will find me. My mind races with anticipation, waiting for the moment that my whole identity will be discovered. I live in fear, anxiety, and sadness. This however, is normal to me. Every passing day I hurt, physically and emotionally. This isn't something new to me, I've gone through this every day for years now. Time is not a concept to me. Years could pass by like moments, and moments can pass by like years. Its like a journey, that seems short yet long at the same time.

Let me explain more about Her. She's beautiful, yet cold. She's careful, yet clumsy with her words. With every word She speaks, its like an enchanting spell cast over you, binding you to Her. Its like the depths of Hell has opened up, yet the towers of Heaven has been cleared. Nothing destroys Her. She can survive in the trenches of the oceans, and in fires that cannot be tamed. She's kind towards the ones she loves, and an enemy towards everyone else. She is not someone to easily trick, or to turn cold around because the moment you do, Her eyes turns to glass and Her lips turn to fire, in just one moment.

Anyways, enough about Her. This is my story, and I'm here to reclaim my power against Her. I may be weak, but my soul is strong. I am strong willed, and will not be hurt by anyone, or anything. I am my own person. I do not belong to anyone or anything, I am free. My mind however, is trapped. And that's the most important part of my story, how I think. Welcome, you won't enjoy your stay here. This is my escape from reality. This is not a happy place, nor a terrifying place. This is my story, and I'm here to describe everything to you in short time. Just remember, anything is possible. Even against Her. Anything, is possible. Remember that.