Uncertain

Chap 1

(Picture of Alex by the side)

I was scrolling through my instagram feed and couldn't concentrate at any picture because my mind was on him, how did he do this and how i spent 1 month , the last month of school searching for him. He didn't even come to school for a whole month but i didn't lose my hopes. I kept my head high. But nothing still nothing.

And there came one day, one day i had that feeling that i had to write him i needed to text him. So without listening to people who told me don't i did it.

Riki : Hey, can we talk?

I was extremely nervous, i thought about leaving my phone and going outside but i couldn't , my thoughts were interrupted by the beep sound coming from my phone and with sweaty palms i grabbed it and i was afraid to see it, after like 10 minutes i took the courage and opened it.

Are you kidding me? Ughhhhh it was a game commercial. As i was frowning another beep came from Alex. i opened it as fast as i could.

Alex : Are you Riki?

Is he kidding me?

Riki : ye

Alex : How are you?

Yeyy he cared how i was. I was dancing around the house and i was shaking and my heart was jumping around.

Riki : Fine you?

Alex : Good

Alex : why did you text me?

Uhm for fun pff

Riki : I wanted to know the reason why were not so close anymore

Alex : time passed..

I had no words to say, this is not fair tf is he talkin about.

Riki : this hasn't to do with time Alex, it has to do with you finding the other one.

Alex : what? Which one?

Riki : Dilan.

Alex : i was just friends with her, you were on my mind the whole time

Riki : really? I still am?

Alex : of course you are

And we continued to talk and it was the best day. I smiled all the day no matter what happened and i do not regret that day even for a second.