Are You Ready To Die ?

Chapter 6

Chapter 6: Drugs And My Pain

" Vicky open the door " Jacob begged .
Ever since last night I stayed locked away in the darkness of my room just smoking and drinking away my pain . The awful memories rushed in one after the other hitting me like a train and for every one I took a swing of my whiskey. The burning stopped after my 10th swing which was some hours ago . The world look sideways maybe it's because I was laying down on my cheeks .  I thought I could trust Kai but who am I kidding I can't even trust my own shadows cause even your shadow leaves you in the dark.
"Open up " he tried again when will he take the hint that I'm not going to open the door ?
I brought the cig to my lips this is what my life has come too.
Bang !
I flinched as the door hit the floor . Bringing light into my room . Normally I would of curse the person who kicked down my door but I was already drunk with the alcohol in my system,so nothing really bothers me at this moment. I laid back down on the floor and drank some more of the whiskey . Life is a bitch . I laughed out loud .
I felt two hands wrap around me and lifted me up in bridal style ,planting me down on my bed . "My whisk try " I groaned . Raising back up to snatch it out the person hands , failing miserably due to my blurry vision .
"Dude hand me back the fu-fuc Fucking bottle and go play with yourself "I said wobbly .

I saw the dark tall figure walking closer to me . " Vicky your not in a good state " the familiar voice said .
I rolled my eyes which was terrible idea cause it hurt as hell " Whooo ever you are fuck off "
"Get out " I said point to the three doors that I see. I turned over and fell asleep .
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I woke up feeling like a truck ran over me . My throat was sore ,my head aching and my stomach queasy . I got up slowly I felt like crap . I went straight to the bathroom and brushed my teeth from that nasty taste in my mouth .  I went outside to see Jacob ,James and no other that fuck-tard Kai . I passed straight and headed to the kitchen I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone . I got a aspirin and flushed it down with a glass of water.
"Well you look like crap " James said watching me amused . I growled at him and walked back to my room to freshen up. I threw on my gym clothes and went to my gym. I pictured the punching bag as my brother and killed it landing punches and kicks even bites at it."Die Die Die " I yelled stabbing the bag . I just want him to get the hell out of my life .I want to be happy but as long as he's alive and breathing I will never be.
" I won't like to be that punching bag" I heard his voice ,the liar himself . Without thinking I turned around And fling the knife in his direction,which he skillfully duck.
"Get out " I hissed .
He just smiled and walked towards me .
"Nope , I am not leaving "

"Well then I'll leave" I tried to walk around him but he block my path. I glared at him " What do you want Kai ? You have nothing that I want so just go "
"I want you to listen "

I stepped back putting some distance between us I raised my eyebrows.

" I am the gang leader for the most wanted gang in England " he said softly looking away from me .
I backed away slowly looking around for a escape . "You see this is why I didn't want to tell you " he huffed .

"I must be scared you guys are trained the best gang known to mankind . You are disciplined,skilled, dangerous a whole long list and your the leader . Oh my god how could I not see this . That's why you dodged all punches and kicks . " I put my hands over my mouth " and that's why Jacob was calling you boss "
I tried to run for the door but he stopped me.
"Would you just shut up and listen "

I just stared ."I take that as a yes "

" when I finished high school my dad handed over the gang to me he is the founder of it . That's why I was in England ,but that's not the only reason. The night when you ran away , I saw you . I followed you to the airport and saw the flight you went on,at first I was lost but then I put two and two together and came to a conclusion that you ran away because you were getting abuse. I called Jacob he's my best friend since diapers ,his father and my father were partners in crime. I called him and told him to keep and eye on you . When I turned eighteen it was time to take over the business but dad still wanted me to pursue my dreams . So I went to college Oxford were I kept a eye on you . I got a phone call from a unknown number a night telling me to stay away from you . I found it weird but I didn't study it . Jacob informed me you were going back home to get revenge on your brother . I know you couldn't do it on your own so I tracked down your flight and got on the plane with you."