well now i know what she meant. i woke up in a cold sweat this morning. running out of bed with the heavy feeling of exhaustion and nerves in my stomach. she wasn't in bed. she wasn't in the kitchen. it was 8 am and the tub was bone dry. she wasn't here. all her drawers were gutted out. with only a few shirts and a pair of mitch match socks left. she was gone. a couple sandals lay under the bed. her closet full of dresses and memories though. she left that behind. what the fuck. why. why the fuck would she go? thats when i saw it. a small napkin. a small pink napkin. folded up and damp from tears. it read:
went out to get your father. im sorry.
she did not. no. no. no. she went out and LEFT US FOR OUR DOUCHEBAG FATHER. the man who constantly beat the shit of her. the man who literally dragged her ass across the room the day she announced she was pregnant with my brother. he was mad because he "couldn't afford children and pleasure (strippers for the disgusting cheater) at the the same time". so he basically had a problem with our family because he would rather get jerked off by a dirty whore then by his own girlfriend. why would she put up with that?? i was angry. i was boiling. i felt the blood rushing to my face. my hands clenching tighter and tighter. my knuckles white. my feet driving into the floor. i was pissed. she is so irresponsible. she's an irresponsible bitch.
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A/N yes I know you guys, it's really short. but it's start to get longer , I promise :)
anyways,
what do you think will happen to Alice? or her brother? mother?
((picture of Alice on the side -->> ))
