Well when summer left out, I thought I could dare myself to not talk to him until school started again. Well that dare only lasted 5 days, I couldn't handle it anymore. I had to text him, I said in my head. Well I should of never listened to my head. I text him on the 5th day, and was like hey!. He text me back saying aren't u doing a dare? I told him nah that's stupid, Which it was a good idea. He was nice to me, but then i started being annoying to him. I admit that I did bother him A LOT, u have to understand that he was the first boy that I ever fall in love with. So basically I couldn't really control myself, at least I can admit that I was wrong. Back to my story, A couple weeks pasted I still was texting him like ever day. That it got to the point where he never really answered me back. He told me it was because every question I had was stupid, he's stupid😂. So now he's getting really mean, and rude to me. It's to the point where I was crying every night. One time Madison, Kaitlyn, and me stayed up, and made a song about it🎶. I still sing the song every time he crosses my mind. He honestly didn't care if he hurt my feeling. He just wanted me out of his life for good. He never told me why he hated me tho, he always said I made him hate me. He also makes me sound like a witch, when he said I control what people think about him. It's like if I was a witch, u would be a frog right now🐸. He basically blamed me for everything. Honestly I think he kinda liked me, but he was probably just scared to admit it. That's fine, because I don't like him, I never will again. He honestly showed me who he could be. I never want to go through that again, I'm going to have to when school starts. If he's in my class, I don't even want to look at him. I'm just going to have to deal with it. So that I can finish the year, then have 3 months away from him🙏🏼. If Santa was real I would wish for santa to take him away. But people like me don't get happy endings. I'll probably have to deal with him until I graduate high school, and then I'm out. Be my luck he would probably go to my college😒. I'm stressing myself out, just thinking about it. So I'm going to stop for now, and see if he hurts my feelings anymore. To be continued.
