Life ain't sweet till you give it lemons, praying for my life praying for forgiveness. My head not right, I need help fixing, fixing what I've done fixing what I did. Praying to ask God to keep me living, cause I'm living wicked. Crying every night cause I'm sick of the bull ish, you don't know my pain so why you tying to fix it. I cry even though you can't see it. Wishing you was here to see what I'm doing, you told me when I'm feeling bad talk to you, nothing going to change so why talk to you. You hurted me so bad its hard to let go of the pass, saying you love me or is it just a pass. I told you before, I needed you, but when I opened the door you called me a ish like something was wrong with you. I'm like dang what I've done to ya. We was just talking that night now look at you, kicking me out sunday for what? Nothing, you hurt me so bad its hard to forgive you, saying sorry is not going to fix none. Tired of you crying lies tired of making you making me cry, trying to run away from the pain but its just eating me alive.
