Being badgerd by words,
Left alone to the side.
I've grown accustomed to it.
Hah, what a sad sight.
For years and years,
Only friends take notice.
Going to school,
That's my only solace.
Still i long for a family,
People related by blood,
That will take the time to look at me
And see what I've become.
I've grown without their help,
I like to think that I'm not them.
Still, i notice their own habits
Sticking to me like gum.
Mingling with those people,
Its a hell all on its own.
Yet I'm looking for the good in them
'Cause they're my family, you know?
I'm losing hope fast
And I'm trying to care.
I just can't do it anymore.
I can't wait to leave their lair.
