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"Kill yourself." a word i always heard when i was laying in the floor crying while some guys made fun of me.
3 months early.
"Ariana you're going to be late." Megan said while she knocked on my door.
New day , i'm tired,
"I'm going wait up." i said looking for my glasses. Where did i left them , shit.
"Ariana Grande Butera" Megan said yelling from downstairs.
I found them and put them on, I went down stairs to see what she wanted.
"What do you want?" i said looking at her with an angry expression.
"You have school?" she said while she put some pancakes in my plate.
Holy shit , i cant believe i forgot today is my first day of high school.
NO NO NO.
"Wait what." i said shock. "School?" she said laughing, i dont wanna go because of the group of guys who make fun of me.
They are some handsome guys.
Some left the school because they were moving to another country.
The one that are here are name ;
Cameron , taylor , nash , matthew , and aaron.
And some guy name Shawn.
That guy that i always had a crush on , they made fun of me because i liked him.
Since fifth grade they made my days miserable.
"Ok go get ready, today is a new day." she said smiling , "everything is going to be okay." she said putting her hand in my shoulder.
"Your right." i said forcing a smile.
I went upstairs to take a hot bath, i got out i changed to some random clothes.
New year new me ? I guess.
White jeans
A shirt of Lana del rey , and my black vans.
I didnt know how to make my hair to.
A messy bun i guess.
Put my invisible braces on , and went down stairs.
"You dont look bad." Megan said while she was putting her shoes on.
Is her first day of Senior year , shes exicited.
"You look fine too." i said faking a smile.
I went to eat and grab my backpack , a a black van backpack , i really like black.
"Your ready?" megan said while she went outside.
"I WILL WAIT FOR YOU OUTSIDE!!" she said yelling and close the door.
I got a Apple juice from the refrigeator , and went to get my money purse, i guess i will need some.
Got my books my binder and my pencils in my backpack.
I went downstairs and went outside.
I got in the car. "Ready?" megan said turning on the car.
"Yes." i said forcing a smile.
I wish i was dead , i didnt want to go.
HOLY CRAP sorry i deleted "Sky." i didnt feel like doing it lol , but i will leave this one here okay i promise.
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Fanfiction"And that was it, thats the moment when I found out I was afraid to love anyone."
