I was made by a human, and none of them were like me.
They said I was special. But they were lying. There are hundreds like me. But... I didn't mind.
As long as..... they would stay.
I was never allowed out of the house. Well, not in their form, anyway. They said the other children would be... jealous and think it would it would be strange.
I wasn't allowed to see the other family members. It made me sad. I wasn't even allowed to meet them in my 'other' form.
Every night I could hear them arguing over... me. They wanted to sent me to the people in white coats. But, they always told me to stay away from them. But they also said the 'she' would be angry, if 'she' still existed.
It would was scary.
I loved it when I was allowed out. I would run. I never wanted to leave.
On a specific night, I wasn't allowed to go. Not even during the day. It only happened once a month. Strange things would happen to me on that night.
But as I got older, I would escape on that night. To figure out what they were hiding from me. But I couldn't go very far. My conscience would slap me. Or I would hear a scary noise.
Even so, I would see marvellous things. And every time I went, the more amazing things I saw.
But... every time I sneak back.... I see this... woman.... who looks so similar to me.... says "Don't let them find you. You must hide. Remember what you are, who you are, why you are here, and who you must find. I... I love you. Lillavargen."
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AJ xo
