Perfection Doesn't Exist (Under Editing)

Chapter 1

Today was one of the many days I always looked forward to: surfing at the beach with Kiki. Dad was out for work again, like always, so I never bothered to tell him where I was headed. It's not like he could do anything about it.

Kiki was one of my best friends. We first met in preschool when we fought for a seat and I poured apple juice all over her. She cried about it at first, but then when I started to laugh, she laughed with me. From then on, we hung out almost everyday. Our friendship grew and we've best friends since then.

I saw a wave coming and tried to hit the backside trick but since I wasn't a lefty, I hit the waves pretty hard. As I got to the surface, I heard Kiki calling me.

"Lena! Hey, Lena! Let's start heading out! It's getting darker and I have to go home."

"Alright! I'll be right out!" I yelled back in response as I tried to get back on my board.

It was getting pretty late and we've been out here since eight in the morning. If there was one place I loved being at, it was the beach. It was always so relaxing for me and I could always think clearly. Hearing the ocean crash against the shore and the seagulls cry was my favorite sound. It felt like home. My real home.

I got out and started packing up my things and drying myself off. Kiki had already finished up so she waited for me in the car. But before heading to the car, unfortunately, I heard a familiar voice call out my name.

"Hey Helena what's up! I see you still got a nice ass." The duche-like voice yelled out.

I turned around and confirmed my suspicions as I saw Andre with his group of friends walking towards me. Andre was the biggest dick out there not to mention the biggest fuck boy too. Every girl would fall for his dumb ass 'charm'. But not me. And since I never liked him, he tried harder and harder everyday to make sure one day I do. To hell I would.

"What do you want Andre?!" I said, already get annoyed with his presence.

"Woah. Chill babe. There's going to be a party at my house and I don't want you missing out. I'll see you there?" He then winked at me and waited for my answer.

"First of all, don't call me 'babe'. Second, that's good to know but I'm not going. It'll be lame as fuck, just like all your other ones and I don't want to waste a perfectly good summer day at some dumb party, especially if it's yours."

I started walking away until he grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Let go of me! I said I'm not going! Read my lips. FUCK. OFF." I tried getting out of his grip but he still had his hand on my arm. Then out of nowhere, he pulled me in closer to him by my waist and kissed me. I pushed him away as fast as he kissed me and as hard as I could. I was repulsed.

"What the fuck Andre?! Why did you kiss me?! Let me go!" He hesitated but then let go. Once I was out of his grip, I wiped my mouth of his disgusting taste, grabbed my bag and board and went to Kiki's car, ignoring his ignorant-ass friends comments.

I was heated. Why in hell would he kiss me? I probably got AIDS or something now. I never imagined having to worry about his lips being on mine because I banned that from ever happening. Well, in my mind at least. Now I have to fucking sanitize my lips to make sure I get no disease.

"What the hell just happened! I saw everything! Tell me!!" Kiki said anxious to hear.

"He invited me to his party tonight and I said I didn't want to come. I tried leaving but he grabbed me and kissed me, but I pulled away as fast as I could and came here. Now can we please go!"

Instead Kiki just ignored me and looked at me shocked. She knew I hated him. Wait, no. More like...despised him. God, I can't get his fucking germs off. I'm trying so hard to rub it away. Thinking of it even gave me chills.

"Dude you know what this means?! Andre fucking likes you!" Kiki said interrupting my thoughts by shoving my shoulder hard.

Ouch?

I turned to her and yelled "Are you crazy?! He's a fuck boy Kiki! He likes every girl he sees or every girl that wants to get in his pants. He doesn't like me and I don't like him! It's a big fat NO for me."

I wanted nothing to do with him before and I want nothing to do with him now even more. Once a fuck boy, always a rude-ass-fuck boy. So I'll keep my distance and stay far, far away from him as possible.

"Why do you think he bugs you Lena? It's cause he likes you! Then he kisses you! I'm telling you he likes youuu." She sung the last words.

As much as I want to argue, I can start to see how she's right. Ugh! But does she not understand I don't want him to like me because I don't and won't ever in a million years like him back. Can't he like some other girl that likes sports, dance or I don't know fuck for fun?

"Okay so he likes me. So what? Doesn't mean I'll like him back. Never in a million years will I like him."

Kiki laughed. "Never say never."

She drove me home and even when we got to my house, she still wouldn't drop the subject. We said our goodbyes as I started to get my things and head inside my house. When I got inside, I noticed Dad still wasn't there and Bella, my baby sister, wasn't either since she was at her friends sleepover. Her friend threw her a surprise party since she was turning eight soon.

As much as I loved the waves they tired me too. I put my board in the garage and headed upstairs to my room. I threw my bag on my bed and went straight to the shower.

I couldn't help but think what Kiki said. Maybe I did see all the signs thrown at me that Andre liked me but chose to ignore them. I just couldn't see him liking just one girl. And now I can't picture that girl being me.

It's just, he's a fuck boy. He fucks every girl that wants to be with him. I kept getting chills about it. I didn't do anything to try and bring his attention to me yet, he still somehow ended up liking me. I just hope his little 'crush' on me goes away really soon and I can go back to not worrying if he's going to try and get in my pants or not.

It's really unsettling to know a guy like Andre has a crush on me. If he kissed me without my permission, basically forcing me, who knows what else he'll try and pull.

As I got out of the shower, I looked for my cherry pj shorts and black tank top. I dried myself off and wrapped the towel around my hair to keep it away from my face and have it dry a little. I headed downstairs and heated up some chicken nuggets for my dinner as I realized I was getting hungry.

Of course, I spent the whole day in the waves.

I grabbed a water bottle in hopes to rid of my dry throat.

Before closing the door of the fridge, a note caught the corner of my eye. I took the note and it read:

Hey Lenbear, sorry I couldn't tell you personally in the morning, but I'll be gone today. I'll be back tomorrow in the morning. I have important news to tell you and Bella. Oh and don't worry, I'll pick her up tomorrow. Love you, Dad.

I wonder what's so important that Bella has to be here and that he has to tell me face-to-face. He never tells the both of us important news. Usually, since I'm the oldest, Dad tells me all the important stuff, but this seems different.

It's not like someone's dying, right? Nothing can be worse than that.

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Authors note:
This is my first book I'm writing. I loved reading all the fanfics that I decided to have a story of my own.

In this book Justin is NOT famous but he lives in L.A. He will be mentioned later on so be patient.

I wanted to make sure you knew a little more about Helena's background.

Sorry if its short but I'm going to write more on the next chapter.

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