The other friend I had was a little bit nicer. She was just as pretty and thin as Ana, but when she first appeared to me she seemed to light up the room. She was super nice to me and the first thing she asked me when we met was, "where is the kitchen?". Her name was Mia. She loved all the things I use to love. She actually made me happy every time she appeared to me. The first thing we would do is go down to the kitchen and eat everything and anything we could find. But one day after eating almost everything in the fridge, she stopped me.
"Whats wrong Mia?" I asked.
"You are a pig! Why did you just eat all of that? Do you want to get fat? Don't you want to look like me!? March yourself into that bathroom and GET RID OF IT!"
I ran into the bathroom the fastest I could, sat down near the toilet, and started to cry. How could one of my best friends turn on me like this? How could she make me feel so miserable about myself? All the emotions of Ana started to flood back into memory. Everything Mia was doing Ana had done before.
Before I knew what I was doing I pushed up the toilet seat, tied my hair back, and pushed a finger to the back of my throat. I started to gag but I didn't throw up. I did it again, and again, and again until finally I threw everything up.
I don't think anyone knows the pain and disgrace I felt in myself that day. looking back on it I realize how ridiculous I acted. But I can't go back. I have been listening to Ana and Mia for over 6 years. My mind is brain washed with lies. My story doesn't end there... I have another friend to tell you about who finally made me feel some what good about myself.
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Teen Fiction"When I was 5, I had friends. But they weren't like the ones other people had. oh no.... They ruined my life. They made me forget what it is to laugh, love, smile, and live. They tortured me to the point of wanting to die. But, I love them like a fa...
