Oblivious To Him (Scomiche) [boyxboy]

Chapter 15

A/N; Please read the author's note at the end. It's important.

'I used to cry myself to sleep at night
But that was all before he came' - All The Man I Need by Whitney Houston

Mitch stepped into their apartment and called Scott.

"Scott, where are you?"

"Come find me." Scott replied and hung up.

Mitch headed for the living room first as that was the most obvious place for Scott to be, however he wasn't there. He peeked around the corner to see if Scott was in the kitchen. Scott wasn't in the kitchen or the bathroom or his own room. So Mitch went into his bedroom and saw Scott sitting cross-legged on the black and white bedspread.

Scott sat with a bouquet of red roses covering his face and a white envelope by his feet.

"Scott, what is all this?" Mitch asked, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"It's February fifteenth. One day after Valentine's Day, and you didn't get your present yesterday so it's here today." Scott uncovered his face and handed the flowers to his boyfriend.

"OMG, I didn't get you anything. I totally forgot."

"Don't worry. You being my boyfriend is the best present I could ever ask for. Now open your present." Scott handed Mitch the envelope.

Mitch slowly opened the envelope and gasped at what was inside.

Entry passes to Disneyland and plane tickets to Iceland.

"Scotty, this is seriously too much." Mitch teared up.

"Of course it's not. It's not a big deal, Mitchie."

"Honey, this is Disneyland and Iceland we are taling about. It is a big deal."

"Seriously, baby, it's not. You've been dying to do to Iceland for years and now it's happening."

"Thank you so much, Scotty." Mitch launched himself at Scott, wrapping his arms tightly around Scott's neck and hugging him tight, peppering kisses all over his face.

"I love you, Mitchell."

"I love you back, Scottney."

They laid in bed later that night, Mitch cuddled up to Scott's chest, but wide awake, waking Scott sleep. Not in a creepy way. He traced Scott's bare chest with his pointer finger that held the Cartier ring from Scott.

He was too excited to sleep, all the things Scott has done for him made him feel special and loved and yet he tried to take his life. If not the boy sleeping beside him, he wouldn't be here.

He only does things to pity you.

The voice in Mitch's head was annoying.

"He loves me." Mitch whispered to himself.

He really doesn't. He hates you.

"He doesn't hate me."

Scott shouldn't have saved you. You're worthless.

"Shut up!" Mitch yelled and suddenly regretted the action because Scott's eyes shot open.

"Mitchie, what's wrong, baby?"

"Nothing." Mitch whimpered.

"It's something, honey. Tell me."

"The voice in my head. It told me that you do nice things for me out of pity, it told me that you hate me and it told me that you shouldn't have saved me from killing myself an that I'm worthless."

Mitch was a crying and whimpering mess. His body was turned away from Scott so he wasn't facing him.

Scott wrapped his arm around Mitch's waist and pulling him into his body, so that Mitch was the little spoon. He kissed Mitch's back, in between his shoulder blades and nuzzled his nose.

"None of that is true, baby. I love you more than anything and the nice things I do to you is because it's what you deserve and becuase I love you. Please, don't listen to the voice inside your head because what it's saying is bullshit. Listen to me instead and believe the things that I tell you because they are all true, I wouldn't lie to you. Prmoise me to never believe what the voice inside your head is saying, okay?"

"Okay. I promise you that I won't believe anything that the voice says, all that matter is that you're here and helping me with my disorders and keeping me sane. I love you, Scott. And thank you for baring with me and staying." Mitch turned aroun and cuddled close to cott's bare chest, his nose nuzzled into his chest and breathing in his cologne.

Scott started down at the brunette beauty in his arms until he heard small steady puffs of breath escaping the brunette's mouth.

He was lucky to call the brunette beauty in his arms his boyfriend.

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A/N; Okay so me and Nat had a fall out and we're not talking. I'm not sure how this is going to carry on but she has agreed to carry on the book with me but is she changes her mind then it will be just me. Hope that okay with everyone, although I'm going througha hard time.

Hope you have enjoyed the hapter written by me even though I cpuld have done better, I think.

I am going back to England on August 31st in the car so I might be able to write on my phone but no promises, also school starts again on September 2nd and I'm going into 10th grade and updtes will sparse, sorry.

-Lola x