Every time I see him with her it makes me want him even more. Every time I step out of my apartment I just want to see him across the hall. Every time I go to sleep I just think about his jaw-line ,his smile and those eyebrows of his. Even though New York is a big city I still see him every were I go.
I stepped out of my apartment looking down at my adidas. I look back up, and like always he isn't there. I put my earpuds in and listen to One time by Marian Hill. On my way to Starbucks I look to my left and by my surprise, I see him there with her Madison Beer { I don't really hate her but its just a book}.
They were smiling and holding hands together. There happy. I wish that I was happy like that but we cant always get what we want. Can we? No we cant because life is a bitch. I just looked back down and was off to Starbucks. When I get to Starbucks I take off my jacket and put on my apron and got to work.
I was almost done with my shift when someone walked in. Who wants Starbucks at 7 oclock at night? I turn around and I see them walk in hand in hand. They come up to the couter.
"Hello, welcome to Starbucks, My name is Ariiana, How can I help you" I said faking a smile to hold back the tears.
" Uh, yea can I have a black coffee? and can she have a vanilla bean frapp?"
"Uh yes, Names?" even though I knew them.
"Jack and Madison."
I walk over to the blender and make their stuff. I walked back to the counter and said, " Jack and Madison" They walked over said a quick thank you and left.
I already miss him...
