Smile your beautiful he said right before he closed his beautiful green eyes for the last time. I didn't need a doctor to tell me was gone but still I found myself screaming for one. The doctor rushed in and pushed me out. Ten minutes passes before I saw the doctor come out of the room. He looked at me with sad eyes " I'm sorry sweetheart he's gone we did everything we could." I looked up and him and said " Don't call me sweetheart." I ran back into his room to see him laying lifeless in the bed. I whispered to myself " even in death you still look perfect." I sat on the edge of the bed and held his hand I didn't know what to say or do so I just cried. Minutes passed before a lady with black hair walked in I just looked at her. Excuse me miss but I'm here to take the body away. She said to me. Anger boiled inside me and I screamed in her face " HE'S NOT JUST A BODY HE IS A MAN."
"I'm sorry miss I didn't mean to upset you." The lady said. I walked over to him and kissed his perfect lips one last time before I walked out to my car and drove to my now empty house. Later that night I was laying in our bed and couldn't take the pain any longer, I reached over into the bedside table and pulled out a bottle of pills and some vodka. I dumped a handful of pills into my mouth and washed them down with the vodka and fell into a peaceful sleep and never woke again