I decided it was time to check in on Danny. I walked down my narrow hallway and towards Danny's room. When I knocked on the door he immediately responded with "You can come in." When I walked in his room, he was sitting down on his bed, with a full pizza and some other boy was there too, he had fluffy brown hair and perfectly tanned skin. "Hey, my name is Paul Zimmer, it's nice to meet you, you're really pretty by the way." He instantly put a smile on my face when he said that. I couldn't help but blush. I noticed that Danny started to get a bit jealous and it made me uncomfortable, so I left. When I walked out of Danny's room I decided that it was time for dinner so i grabbed an apple and ate it slowly. After I finished I through out the apple core and walked into my room. I laid on my bed and went on my laptop, and I decided to watch an episode of 'How I Met Your Mother' . I found myself laughing every once in a while and for once I felt kinda happy. Currently, I wasn't thinking about all the bad stuff in life. I was just enjoying the show. I loved this feeling. I got kind of bored of 'How I Met Your Mother' So I decided to turn it off and listen to music. I went on my Pierce The Veil Playlist and played 'A Match Into Water' I lied on my bed and slowly drifted off to sleep shortly after 'A Match Into Water' ended.
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I woke up at five am to 'King For A Day' by Pierce The Veil. I decided to grab a quick snack and scroll through tumblr. Awhile later I glanced at the clock and realized that it was already six am on a school day. I decided to go to school because I was kind of missing the daily routine. I got out of bed and took a quick shower and did simple makeup. When my hair dried I decided to leave it natural, my hair was naturally wavy so it worked out. Then I threw on my usual sweatpants and baggy band t-shirt along with a zip up hoodie from a thrift store. In a way, I kind of enjoyed school. It gave me something to do and it helped me keep my life in order. The only thing that would stop me from going to school would be bullying. I used to be bullied all the time. It's died down though. I guess people realized how inconsiderate and rude they were being.
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After school, I decided to walk home alone. Danny was hanging out with Paul at his house, and my mom wouldn't be home for another 3 hours. It only took me about fifteen minutes to walk home and when I walked through the front door, there was something I was missing. I missed the feeling of cold metal run across my arm as I watch blood peak out of the wounds. I wanted to, but I couldn't. My mom took my blades away. I sighed and fell back on to the couch thinking of way that I get a blade. My mom hid all of the scissors but she didn't hide the knifes. I jumped up and slowly walked over to the knife drawer and picked up the knife of my choice. I ran into my room and closed the door. I quickly rolled up my sleeves and made about three cuts when someone walked through the front door. I looked at the clock, my mom won't be here for another two hours. Just as I went deep into thought about who could've just walked through that door, I hear Danny yell, "I'm home Ellie!"
I gasped and quickly hid the knife in my dresser. Slowly, I walked towards the front of the house, where Danny was and I greeted him, he looked at my arm and I noticed that I forgot to roll down my fucking sleeve. Oh shit. How the fuck did I forget to do that? I'm so stupid. "It's not what you think Danny," I say, looking down at my arms.
"Really Ellie, because it looks like you fucking cut again," he says with tears in his bright blue eyes.
"Im sorry," I respond with fear in my voice. I didn't want him to be mad at me.
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Self Harm ~ Danny Edge Fanfiction (discontinued)
Fanfic"Why do you do that?" he gulps. I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks. "Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back...
