Depression.

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Depression is like a battle that you can't win. It's something that holds onto you and never lets go its like something..that you cannot get rid of.
Lets say your in a pool. Your in the deep in right? Imagen that water becoming darkness..and demons at the bottom. As if they pull onto your leg for a bit. You actually think your fine? No not at all.. you start feeling more ghostly arms on your legs. As hard as you try to reach for that ladder to get out..you get pulled under. You open your eyes and look down seeing nothing but red eyes, creepy smiles..and darkness. You see words like "worthless,useless, stupid, bitch,idiot,emo" and etc..thrown at you. You try moving so they wont hit you..but when it does you freeze and realize your stuck.. You look up and begin seeing the light and sun fading away..while your being pulled down
.into that horrible darkness..you want to scream for help but you cant..you realize you cant waste air. You try saving your breath and strength for when you can escape. You try swimming you but you cant. It pulls you down more..the more you struggle the more you go down..as hard as you try to reach for that one breath you get yanked.. As soon as you do..you want to cry..you cant because..you dont know..whats going on or whats going to happen..
-continue to part 2-