*okaiis i know im a girl but i always write from a girls P.O.V so this time i thought it would be cool to be at a guys P.O.V. I hope you like it.*
"What do you mean its over!" I yelled through the phone. The dial went dead. That bitch...
How could she just end it like that.
I cant breathe..it hurts so much to try.. She took all of me with just one phone call.
Warm tears hit my cheek, they burn. My eyes burn they remind me of the pain thats buried inside of me. My heart hurts my head hurts...i try to scream but nothing comes out.
I throw my pillow across the room and try to let all my tears out but nothing happens.
They stopped but my eyes still burn why cant would the water just flow out. Feels like there is a dam and the water is trying to break through..crashing and pushing against the walls. It burns so bad it just hurts.
How could she....?
I cover my eyes with my hands and try to breathe...in and out slowly. My chest burns but i continue to try.
"In and out.. In and out..."i remind myself.
I clench my jaw and try to breathe again.. she is really gone i thought out loud.
So many thoughts echo inside my head..so many memories...so many feelings...so much pain.
Its funny how love comes with so many lies.
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I woke up the next day. "its monday time for school..."i thought to myself.
I get up and got ready for school. I jumped in the shower and felt the warm water against my skin..trying to wash all the pain away.
After jumping outa the shower i didn't feel like impressing anybody today so i just throw on some jeans and a red tee.
Slipped on my red chucks and combed my fingers through my messy dirty brown hair.
Out the door i went and into my car i drive to school.
I arrived at school and parked in the far end of the lot. I couldn't park where i usually did because thats where she parked.... I remember the first day i saw her i just parked there to be closer to her, to smell her sweet perfume,to even have a fifty percent chance to "accidentally" bump her.
But thats all over....we are over.
I don't know what i did to deserve such a lost.
I walked up to my locker to get my books for the day...and thats when i say her. She was standing next to Henry.
I wanna cry, i wanna throw something but there isn't anything around. My eyes try to find something else to look at but they kept referring back to her...touching him and her eyes looking so dazed in his.
I turn my back afraid she'll see my pain.
I walked away....
"Breathe... Alec...Breathe" i remind myself as my heart began to race.
I found comfort when i finally got to class. I sat down and closed my eyes. "Breathe..."
I was okay.
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School dragged on and i didn't see ..her ... again.
I walked to my car trying not to think of her,trying not to remind myself of the times we shared.
I sat in my car,staring blankly ahead at the road.
"I need to forget her. I need to get over this." I said to myself . My heart ached and i freaked. I hit the wheel and screamed. I placed my hands over my eyes.
"Knock knock"..someone was tapping at my window.
I slowly removed my hands and rolled down the window. "You okay?" The stranger said. "Im fine thanks." I replied rolling up my window and driving off leaving the school campus.
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*okaii so thats chapter one sorry its so short. Ill be updating so so stay in contact!
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