How did we get like this, I thought I gave him my all and it all came crashing down on me. I lost everything and I can't do anything about it, I'm all on my own. Whenever I needed him he was always there and now that I need him he's gone. Where did...
I was currently out and about with August, he wanted to take me out to breakfast today at some expensive restaurant although, I would have been fine with Waffle house I still appreciated the gesture. We walked into the restaurant side by side walking over to our table, August quickly pulled out my seat for me and I sat down before thanking him while he took a seat right in front of me. I had finally decided on giving this job a chance and being committed, it wasn't hard as I was making it. All I needed to do was please him and everything would be good.
I smiled at him as I took my shades off, looking back to at August to see him still with his shades on and I didn't understand. August never took his shades off not even when he slept in my room with me, it was crazy how he didn't take them off.
Our waiter took our orders and leaving us alone in silence but I could tell there was something wrong with August, he looked so overworked and tired
"Daddy, you okay?" I said but he didn't respond he just sat there and studied me carefully
"Come here" He said and I stood and walked over to him as he pulled me on his lap
Why is he so attached to me like this, it's so overbearing?
"I'm so attached to you because I'm so afraid of losing you." He said and I looked at him like he was crazy
"Wait...what?" I said and he smirked a little
"I know that's what you're thinking of. Don't ask questions, I just know what I know" He said I just wanted to be able to be human and sit in my own chair
"August how are you reading me?" I asked him and he chuckled
"Not ya business, I just know" He said on that weird voodoo shit causing me to look at him weird
"Well I am from Louisiana baby" He said kissing my neck
What the fuck?
2 hours later...
"August stop...I can't" I was laughing so hard while August had me on my back tickling me
"What's the magic word?" He asked as I kept laughing gasping for air
"Please" I yelled out and he kept tickling making my stomach cramp up
"Please what" He said and I rolled over and he started tickling my sides making me laugh even hard trying to push him away
"Please daddy" I said and he stopped making me smile up at him
Our eyes connecting he slowly moved closer to me causing our lips to connect, it took me by shock at first but I kissed him back our lips syncing together as I felt sparks light up in my stomach.
The kiss started getting heated causing me to moan in pleasure, August pulled away from the kiss, kissing all over my neck leaving hickeys. I wrapped my legs around him causing him to pull away making me pout.
"Uh huh ma, we are not starting something you not ready." He said making me roll my eyes
"Boy, I am a grown woman. Stop playing games" I said and he picked me up placing a small kiss on my lips before sitting me up
"Aw baby girl, don't be mad. You'll be alright." He said causing me to kiss my teeth
We both stopped in the moment of what we were doing when we heard a knock on the door causing August to yell come in reveling Angel standing there with an envelope in her hands.
"Sir, Beyonce pictures are in" Angel said handing my pictures to me and I thanked her before giving her a hug before pulling away to look at my pictures
I looked like a model, I felt so confident in every picture something that I never felt in so long. I'm actually kind of glad that I did do that photoshoot even tho August was being mean, that day. My eyes scanning over the pictures over and over, I looked so beautiful.
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Maybe things were looking up for me here, it may have started off rough at first but I think I would be able to get through the hard times. It might seem wrong and you can judge me all you like but at the end of the day, this is my life. I am doing what I want and I think I can say this feels right. I was in my own little fantasy worlds when Clarie one of August's maids busted into the room with panic written all over her face.
"Mr. Alsina, Asia is having one of her seizers. We need help" She said and her and August ran out the room upstairs while me and Angel looked at each other lost and shocked
