You or the attention

As humans we crave attention

And you supply me with enough to sustain the whole continent of Asia

You tell me I'm so astonishing

You tell me I put the brightest star to shame

You tell me you want to hold me and watch scary movies with the lights off

and burry our faces into each others shoulder when the horror becomes too much

You tell me that I'm sexy, that you want to kiss me

You've talked of sex, but claim to be joking

Then you tell me about the ring on your finger

How it shows of your promise to God

Despite the fact you've gone farther than a kiss before

You tell me how it doesn't matter tough, that sex with me would not count any way

Just because Im lacking a penis

And you become angry with me when I don't respond to your flirtatious text message immediately

I've made you cry and you've made me want to throw my phone against the wall

just to escape the conversations at 3 a.m.

But you provide me with the attention I so desperately crave for

And it's been so long, I don't know if it's you I like

Or the attention I love

That makes me keep coming back