-New Day-
Luke pov-
I woke up by the sound of a door so I got up (without Mikey noticing) and went down to see what it was!
I saw Justin leaving my room!
-Hey, your leaving already?-
-Yes, I have to go now but thank you for everything Luke- He smiled and gave me a key to some random room he had where he used to party with Selena, he doesn't use it since they broke up
-What's that?-
-A key, don't you see, use it as much as you want with the boys-
-Thanks- I said looking at the key-
-He left the house and I got to my room and had relaxed for a while-
...
-Luke, Luke- I looked up and saw Mikey heeling at me!
-What's wrong babe?-
-Where's Justin?-
-He left, why?-
-I miss him- He laughed and gave me a kiss in my forehead
-So what are you gonna do?-I smiled
-I don't know- He said laying in my bed
I got up and walked to the kitchen where Cal was making breakfast
-Hey Cal-
-Hey Luke, is Justin still here?-
-No, he left earlier this morning-
-Oh it would be cool if he had stayed, he's a nice guy-
-He is- I smiled looking at the mess Cal was making
-Where is Ash now that we need him?- I laughed
Cal screamed Ash's name till he got down to the kitchen
-What's wrong Cal?-
-It's morning and we hungry-
-Always the same, I'll help you out-
I went to the bathroom staring myself in the mirror, the bad thoughts came out again
"Fat, Ugly your not like them they're all so tiny and pretty"-Fuck I can't take this anymore- I looked to the shower a saw a blade, I piked it up and sat down on the floor
-What if they notice them? ...They won't, nobody cares-
I placed the piece of metal on my wrist and slowly started to cut, a minute later the cuts were getting bigger and deeper, the blood was all over the bathroom
-Just a couple more and then I stop-
10 cuts then I stooped and saw all the 30 cuts I have done piking some bracelets to cover up the cuts
-Unf now I have to clean the bathroom-
I cleaned it fast and went to the kitchen where the boys were having breakfast
-Hey Luke what do you want to eat?- Mikey sat me on is lap
-I'm not hungry but thank you- I tried to get off is lap
-Your not leaving till you eat something-Mikey pushed me down again
I picked an apple and went to my bedroom where I throw it to the trash and got back to bed watching a movie
-Hey can I come in?- Mikey knocked on the door
-Always-
-Cool movie, let's watch it together- He smiled jumping to my bed putting my legs on the top of his stomach
We watched it for a little till I felt asleep
...
The movie ended and Mikey looked at me up and down a few times
-Luke- I felt him shaking me till I opened my eyes
-Yes-
-What's wrong, why are you doing this to yourself? You know you can tell us everything don't you?- I looked at him slowly and saw that his cheeks were red with tears and his eyes were wet
-What? Why your saying that?-
He picked my scared wrist and the other one which had fresh cuts
-I'm sorry- I try not to cry
-Not just the cuts , look at you your pale thin- He started to cry again
-I'm fat-t-
-Luke don't you ever say that again, your the skinniest one of the group right now, not even Cal is that thin-
-That's not true- I started to cry and he lay me down on his lap
-Yes it is I can tweet that if you want and you'll see how many people see that you are the skinniest-
-They only say it to make me believe that I am so I'll eat, but the're liars- I totally broke down in tears I never knew that Mikey would ever notice that
-Luke we need to tell your parents you can't go on tour like this-
-No don't tell nobody please, let's pretend that everything is okay-No one cares anyway-
-That's not true, everyone cares about you, we need you healthy on tour babe- He kissed my cheeks a couple of times
He lay in my bed for a while until the boys noticed that we were missing for a long time
-We better go, I don't want to worry them more-
-Yes let's go-
He got up and went to the front door where the rest of the boys were waiting for us
He got in the car and Ash started to drive to the arena where the tour was going to start next week
(I'm sorry that it's very short but I don't have much ideas)
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Upside Down♛Muke
Fiksi PenggemarLuke is a not a normal guy like the rest of the guys on the band! He has a eating disorder, and he self's harm , but non of the boys know! How would they notice that Luke isn't right? Or Would they even notice?