Adopted By Who?

Chapter six

As soon as I got in my room I flopped down on my bed staring at the ceiling.

They seem nice but how am I supposed to know it's real? I really need to think this through before I just decide to trust them all. What if they are faking it?

They're rich why would they want me? What are they hiding from me? If Louis really cared about me he would've explained. I thought I could trust him.

All their doing is spoiling me to gain my trust and then hurt me just like what happens to everyone. What am even doing here? Why in the world would they choose me?

I realised I was crying but I didn't care.

I'm useless! Nobody wants me and nobody will ever want me! All people ever do is drag me down and throw me away like a piece of trash.

Nobody loves me! I'm a waste of space! I'm stupid and a waste of money and they don't want me.

Maybe I should just leave! Ugh why would they adopt me just so they can earn my trust and hurt me if its not even worth it! I'm not worth it!

My hands were in my hair and my head on my knees as I sat there and cried.

"Why are you still here? Why don't you just leave already it's not like anybody wants you. You're useless and unwanted and a nuisance. Just do us all a favour and disappear." Said felicity smirking.

I thought this stuff didn't matter but it does. And it really hurts.

All the stuff she ever said about me is true. Nobody likes me, I'm fat and stupid and ugly and I'm just an unwanted nuisance. Maybe I should just go away!

I let out another sob.

She looked at me with disgust and whispered something to her husband making him look just as disgusted. Every time.

Maybe they were right. Am I just being here disgusting?

The woman walked and spoke to every girl she walked by and stopped at Mary. Please no she's my friend. I looked at the woman with pleading eyes and shook my head. She just looked at me and turned away like it was unbearable to even see me.

And that was the day my best friend got adopted.

No wonder she looked at me like that. I'm just some charity case the the boys don't really want. Why? WHY?

Why would they ever want me?? I sure wouldn't. Look at me I'm a mess!

I grabbed the pillow next to me and threw it at the ground as I screamed.

I lied face down on the bed gripping the covers and sobbing.

Louis' POV

Addy was so beautiful. She was funny and cute and I'm so glad I adopted her. I'm so glad she trusts me.

I think we're going to get on just fine!

Then I saw Niall look up. "Do you guys hear something?" He said standing up.

"No. What is it Niall?" I asked. That's when I heard a scream. It was Addison.

I started to run upstairs followed by the boys and many knocked over things.

I tried to open her door but it was locked.

"Addy?" I said with no answer. I could hear her sobbing inside. WHAT HAPPENED?!?

"ADDY?!" I yelled. I reached up for the key on top of the door frame and quickly unlocked the door to find her laying face down on the bed gripping the covers tightly and sobbing. She didn't even look up at me.

"Addy what happened? It's okay baby girl I'm here." I put my hand on her back rubbing up and down and she just sobbed harder.

"Sh sh sh it's okay I'm here." She looked up at me with her beautiful green eyes.

"B-but it's not. Don't you realise? Nobody loves me. Not even you. Nobody can. It's not like they want t-to"

She let out another sob but this time up pulled her into my arms letting her cry into my chest.

"Addy I promised you I would never let you go and that won't change. I love you, and I care about you and no matter what you do that won't change. You can trust me. Take your time but know that I am always here. It's okay baby girl."

I really do love her and I meant every word I said. I will help her.

"B-but it's not. How do I know? How do I k-know you really m-mean it?"

I rested my chin on her head and stroked her hair with one hand while hugging her with the other arm.

"I notice the way you get cold easily and you cross your arms to hide your hands because of getting cold. I also noticed that when you get uncomfortable you play with your hands. I noticed that you have beautiful green eyes that get darker and lighter when you are sad or happy and I wish with all my heart that they would stay lighter. I noticed the way you made your room pitch black so you could sleep because you aren't afraid of the dark. I noticed that if anyone tries to drag you down you stand your ground and move on but really you are just balling it up inside. I notice yourbeautiful brown hair with blonde highlights and I notice you like comfy clothes and you like super heroes and you love music and singing and the guitar. I also noticed that it is sentimental but you won't tell me why. I know you've had a rough past but if I didn't care how would I know any of that? Why would I care to notice? I notice because I care about you and I love you and I want you to know that. Addison Tomlinson you are my daughter and I am your dad and nobody can take that away from us." I finished and she was staring into my eyes. She looked happy but sad at the same time. Maybe even scared.

"Addy I love you."

She opened her mouth to talk but nothing came out. She swallowed. "I-I love you too daddy."

She flung her arms around me and I pulled her into a tight hug.

I've only know her a short while but I feel so attached to her already. And she finally really truly trusts me, and I won't let anyone break that trust. Because not only would it break that relationship, it would break her, and I love her too much to let that happen.

Woah emotional chapter alert! That was fun to write. I'm happy with myself. I love being happy about a chapter. This was not a filler chapter finally. I have 56 reads!! YAY! That is so awesome. My book with the most reads has almost 300 which is seriously blowing my mind.

You are all amazing and I love you! I can't wait for more of this book! I wish it would write itself so I could read it but that's not really how it works. SO I'm going to write it for yours and my enjoyment.

TADA everyone is happy. Unless your a hater then you poor thing. You must have no future so you spend all your pitiful time trying to make others feel bad about heir lives because you don't have one. WELL GUESS WHAT. I don't care goodbye.

Luv y'all!!

-AJ xxx