Another Fucking Frerard Story.

Beginning Of Tour

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He looked at his lips, knowing he could never kiss them. He looked at his hand, knowing that he could never hold it. Looked at his hair, knowing that he could never run his fingers through it. 

Frank Iero has taken one too many glances at his best friend Gerard Way. A weird look fell upon Gerard's face while singing the lyrics to 'You know What They Do To Guys Like us In Prison'. Everytime they looked at eachother on stage they normally do one of their "frerard" moments. Gerard thought it was that and he did not feel like "frerard" tonight at this show, he walked over to Ray and started head banging with him. Frank felt a little down after Gerard made that face and walked away to Ray. Frank didn't want frerard aswell, all he wanted is to take a quick peek at the man he loves. Yes of course he felt ashamed of being in love with Gerard, no not his sexuality, it's just that he can't be in love with Gerard. Gerard is his best friend and Frank is afraid if he finds out he'll loose his best friend and things will get awkward. 

The beginning of Helena started. Frank decided just to look at the audience and look there ONLY and just focus on playing guitar.  

"Goodnight Jersey!!!!" Gerard shouted into the microphone. The band walked off stage, they packed up their gear and headed straight onto the tour bus. It was 12:00am and they were all buggered. As soon as they got on the bus they went straight to their bunk beds not bothered to change into their pjs. Each one of them fell asleep as soon as their heads hit the pillow. Well except Frank of course. Almost every night Frank would just lay there. One can only sleep if their mind is clear or if they are really tired. Frank could never get Gerard off his mind, his mind was never clear when he went to bed. It annoyed him sometimes, never sleeping. There was no one he felt comfortable talking about this with. He felt like he could tell Gerard everything, but maybe not in this situation. The sooner i get to sleep, the sooner i get to see him, Frank thought to himself. It took a while but he finally fell asleep. 

2

Frank woke up. The bus was moving. Their next show is in Connecticut. Frank grabbed his ipod and saw that it was midday.He fell back into his pillow, tired. It took him ages to get to sleep last night. Frank then realised that everybody was up in the bus, which meant Gerard was up. Frank then smiled but then had to take that smile off his face before he got up, they would ask why he was happy and Frank would start blushing and it wouldn't go down well. 

Frank got off his bunk and landing on his feet, acting tired and trying to hide his feelings. 

"Well you took your time your getting up" Gerard said as he turned to him holding his third cup of coffee. 

"Morning to you too" They both grinned. Mikey and Bob were playing a video game together and Ray was reading a book about video games. 

"Here, we stopped at subway when you were still sleeping, i got your usual" Gerard passed him his sandwhich. 

"Thanks" Frank said. He took the sandwhich sat down and started to unwrap it. Gerard sat opposite to Frank. Frank's heart stopped as soon as he saw Gerard take a seat. He thought he would go to the other end of the bus and draw or something.  

"Wanna coffee?" Gerard asked. 

"No no, it's fine." Frank actually wouldn't mind a coffe made by Gerard but before he could think what to say the word no came out of his mouth. He's so busy trying to hide the fact he loves Gerard he would just say no if Gerard offered him to do something, and doing favours for Gerard, he can't tell if he's being too obvious or not. 

"Our next show is tomorrow night, not that you need to catch up on sleep or anything" they both gave out small giggles. Frank loved hearing Gerard laugh.