Alone In The Dark (FanFic Nathan Sykes)

Chapter 24 Shattered Hearts

Liz's Pov.

    As Toby left to find a doctor, I was left in a hospital room with my thoughts. Being suicidal, and alone in an empty room for me.....gives me anxiety. Even though the demons in my head have quiet down after I woke up, thoughts still drowned and swallowed me whole. I'm scared.... Scared of what I might do... Even though I'm getting better, they're still a bit of darkness in me. Getting ready at any moment to break me and take control.

I shake my head, getting rid of the horrid thoughts, and try to think of all the good shit in life. It's not always shits and giggles but, it can try to be. I tried speaking, but my mouth felt dryer than the Chihuahuan Desert, okay I may be acting over dramatic, but that what it felt like.

Getting water form the night stand next to the bed, I scan the empty hospital room, white walls, white machines, and white IVs contested to my wrist; wow this hospital really likes white. I chuckles at my humorous thought and look for my phone. I groan as I remember I left it at my car, which is probably totally wrecked from the crash. I sigh frustratingly and run my fingers through my greasy hair, Man, I need a shower, I think as I feel the greasy-ness from my very dirty scalp.

Getting up, I feel a sharp pain in my stomach, I lifted up the hospital gown and see stitches from my backside all the way to my belly button. I take in a shaky breath, and slowly roamed the scar with my index finger, feeling the scars shape. "What the...?" I say confused as to how I got this hugs scar. I remember the truck coming at the car, the breaks not working, and...... The lady saying, stay awake.... For your mother...? But other than that, I don't remember about me getting injured by something.

I run a frustrating hand through my face, as I get a glimpse at my wrist, seeing my scars, some were fading away, but some... Still visible and very red and puffy. I hide my wrists, and take in a deep breath.

"Liz...? Liz!" I hear a Gloucester voice say, I stand up to quickly, as pain rises up from my stomach, all the way to my spine. I scream out in pain,I feel strong but comfortable arms around me helping me. The moment he wrapped his arms around me I felt loved and safe.

"Easy love" he says chuckling, but in a worried matter. I look up at his green eyes, I didn't realize I was crying till he drew his finger and whipped a tear away. "You're awake" he says, with his own tears in his green emerald eyes. I nod my head and let out a happy laugh, he smiles and kisses my forehead, and bringing me into a tight but warm hug.

I hug him back, feeling his warm embrace into my cold body, I look up at him since he's inches taller at me. I  see a beard growing and he's gotten taller, he also has curly hair which surprises me. "What love?" He asks giving me a confused  look. I run my hands through his chin, giving him a confused look, "you look. Older." I say tilting my head to the side. He chuckles  "well your full of compliments lately aren't you?" He says, grinning.

I shake my head and let go of him, he seems to frown at the loss of my presence but covers it up with a smile. "Well, ever since the band took a break. I've gotten, I don't know. Older?" He laughs at his silly humor, but I don't find it funny. My eyes widened at the realization of what he said " The Wanted took a break?" I ask in shock. He looks at me and nods his head slowly.

I nod understandingly, but inside I'm freaking out! How could they break up? Why did they break up?! All these questions come running through me like a tsunami, I almost fall from all the questions. Luckily Nathan comes to the rescue and grabs my waist, holding me up.

"You okay?" He asks, concern in his voice. I nod and he lets go of my waist, my mouth suddenly feels dry and scratchy, Nathan must've noticed my thirst ( tbh writing about Nathan noticing her thirst got me laughing my ass off😂) He got me a glass of water, and I chugged it down, cooling my throat with the liquid, I signed in relief, as I held the cup.

"What's going on here?" A dark, and evil voice said.

Hearing that recognizable voice I dropped the glass.

Making it shatter on the ground, just like my heart is doing right now.

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YAY NEW CHAPTER! Sorry for the long ass wait! But here it is hope y'all enjoy it!

~Liz