I am actually a 13 year old girl who lives in Melbourne, Australia. I live in a small scummy city/suburb/town thing. I am in year 8. I live with my mother and 3 brothers. I'm at my fucking Step Dads every other weekend. I hate him. I hate his mother most of all. I seriously can't stand her. She criticises me too much. "Wrah you wear too much black/wrah you eat too much/wrah you don't eat enough/wrah you don't dress weather appropriate/wrah you have no friends, go make friends/ wrah no you can't go out with your friends!/ Wrah you're too young to see Sleeping With Sirens (I seriously could've punched her in the throat for that but its okay I'm going to see them anyway)" I can't stand her!
My mum USED to be a drug addict. Just puffs on the bong not too much. My dad grew drugs in our backyard when I was about 6 months old and my mum was pregnant with twins. He went to jail and was in there for my 1st birthday and the premature birth of my twin sisters who died due to complications. He was very abusive and would often hurt me. When I was 2 he shaved my head with a cheap disposable razor which has caused me scars on my head (why I aways dye my hair dark). When it grew back my blonde hair was dark brown.
I had my best friend who happens to be the town slut now although only 14. I don't speak to her anymore but we were very close. Her family were complete scum though but now I think of it so was mine. I was 5 and in prep when we got evicted from the first house I ever remember. We moved to a street a few streets away and there we grew a beautiful garden and I had my first kiss. His name was Zac and he was 4. He was bribed by his older brother to do it. I wasn't expecting it when he did it so I screamed an ran inside where my mum was vacuuming whilst playing My Chemical Romance. I never saw Zac and his brother Cooper again.
Well I would like to personally thank the scumbag father of mine for permantly scarred my head, both physically and mentally. His genes handed down bipolar disorder, multiple personalities, and anxiety along with crazy anger issues.
