Hello again!! (Janoskians Fanfic)

31 recovery

A/ n sorry I haven't updated in ages but a lot of drama has been going on with my family and friends. And now my Nana (or grandma or Nona or nanny or whatever you want to call her) is in hospital. I was super busy, angry and upset so so so sorry it's has been so long

Hannah's P. O. V

Jai hung up and smiled at me. It was a really awkward smile, like he was hiding something. I shot him a confused look. "I'll tell you when we get home" he took my hand and we went to the counter to get our drinks. I we sat down on a black couch. After about a half an hour Jai got up to go to the toilet. When he was out of sight I picked up his phone, which he foolishly left on the table. I put in his password and he was in the middle of writing a text. He was writing back to Beau. Beaus last text to Jai was

B: Bro tell her when you get home, she is going there soon.

Tell who what and where was she going. I locked Jais phone and put it back on the table where he left it. He came out a few minutes later. We picked up our cups and walked out. We were walking home and Jai sniffed, I looked at him and he had tears rolling down his cheeks. "Jai what's wrong" I stood infont of him. "Sit down" he gestured to the bench that was a few steps away. We walked over to the bench and sat down. "Hannah I don't really know how to say this" he looked into my eyes and held my hands. "Jai are you breaking up with me?" My eyes filled with tears. "No never" he kissed my cheek and I smiled at him. He took a deep breath and looked into my eyes. "Hannah meeting you was the best thing that ever happened ro me. When Kira died you lost a big part of you, she was your best friend. I'm not going to spend hours saying this but Hannah the boys and I think that I would be best if we sent you to a recovery center for a few months." He looked down at the ground. "When?" I looked at him. "In four hours" he looked up, his eyes were filled with tears and he started to cry on my chest. I looked at him and kissed the top of his head. "You and the boys are right, it is best for me" I stood up and held out my hand for him. He took it and we walked home. I said hi to Caitlin and Beau. Then I went upstairs to pack, I wasn't aloud to bring much so I just I just packed underwear, socks and some photos of Jai and I, Kira and I, Luke and I, James and I, Caitlin and I, Daniel and I, Danielle and I and Beau and I. When I finished packing I only had a small bag full. I grabbed the bag and went downstairs. Caitlin and the boys were sitting on the couch. Caitlin stood up, her eyes were full of tears. "Hannah I'm going to miss you" she hugged me and burst into tears on my shoulder. Beau took her off of me. "Caitlin come on, Hannah needs to get better and this is the only way" Beau hugged her. "She could get better here, we could all help her" she suggested. "Caitlin she can't, there is too many things here that remind her of Kira" Jai hugged Caitlin. Beau came over to me and hugged me really tightly. Then the rest of the boys, Danielle and Caitlin hugged me. Jai walked over to me and I started to cry. He wiped my tears away his thumb and kissed my nose. I looked up at him and kissed him with so much passion and sadness. After a few minutes we stopped. Jai held my free hand and all of us got into Beau's car. He drove us the recover center and I checked in. I said goodbye to everybody and the nurse came to take me go my room. I looked back and saw Jai crying into James's chest and James was holding Jai up. The nurse took my bag and smiled apologetically. As I walked I took one last look at Jai, he was so broken. A few tears slipped it of my eyes and I quickly wiped them away. The nurse showed me to my room and I have to admit it was pretty empty ( picture above x x x) . The nurse ( who told me her name was Allison) put my bag down beside my bed and handed me some purple scrubs to put on. She then smiled and walked out of the room. I got changed in to my scrubs ad I was unpacking my bad when there was a knock on my door. Alison (the nurse in case you forgot) was standing there with a schedule in her hands. She gave it to me and walked away. I looked at it, right now I was supposed to be in my room for relaxation which meant that I didn't have to go looking for a new room right now. I continued to unpack and organise my photos and valuables and underwear. They let me keep my phone so I took a picture of my room when it was finished and sent it to Jai. I said how I missed him so much but I need this and that I love him and that they let me keep my phone so I will text him everyday. I put my phone away and looked at my schedule. It was dinner time so I walked out of my room and bumped in to another patient here. I looked up at him. "Excuse me but it is my first day here, could you please show me where to go, my schedule says I have dinner" I stuttered. "Sure, follow me. Everybody has dinner now so do you want to sit with me?" I thought about it. "Um sure" I smiled at him. We walked for a few more minutes before we walked to a huge room that smelled like a stew, I quickly scanned the room. Nobody looked happy here at all. "My name is Dean" he smiled at me. "I'm Hannah" I smiled back at him, I kept thinking that I knew him somewhere but I wasn't sure where. He led us to the long line of people queuing up for food. We both grabbed a tray which had a bowl and a spoon and a tissue (napkin, tissue paper what ever you want to call it). We talked for a few minutes and it turns out that he was in the hospital room next to Jai when we had the car accident, so I would have seen him. We talk for a minute or something when we gave our food trays to the lady's and they filled the bowls with stew. They handed out trays back and Dean led me to where there was more food. I took a bottle of water, a packet of crisps (potato chips) and a chocolate bar. We sat down at s table and waited for other people to sit down. Two girls walked over here with two boys. The four of them sat down. "Oh look new meat" a blond girl said nonchalantly. "What?" I looked at her trying to figure out who she was talking about and then it was quite obvious, she was talking about me. "They put new meat in the stew silly, I wouldn't talk about people like that especially not people who are friends with Dean" she giggle and so did I. I learned that the blonde's name was Jasmine, the girl with the dark brown hair was called Amanda. Amanda reminded me of James's type. The boy with the light brown hair was called Dan and the one with the black hair was called Phil (yes I'm talks about danisnotonfire and amazingphil. If you don't know who the are they are two English YouTubers. They also have a gaming channel called danandphilgames). These were my new friends and I could tell that they were going to make being stuck in here feel a whole lot better.

A/ n Hey guys sorry for not updating in so long but I explained that in the first a/ n at the start of this chapter. I just wanted to say that Amanda is based on Amanda_brooks02 sorry for taking so long Amanda haha. Anyway I love you all, stay beautiful

Hannah xxx