Last 'I Love You'

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Charlotte's POV

An hour. We've been waiting in the waiting room of a hospital for an hour. Yes, we all know that Bruno is dead, but they're testing his body to see what he killed himself with. We asked them to do it so we could mourn better, but knowing or not knowing, it's all my fault, no matter what Bruno said in his letter, it's all my faukt and no one is going to change my mind.

I killed my brother. That's all that ran through my head.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Bailey. Are you the Odel's, Bruno Roberts adoptive parents?" The doctor asked, looking at Bryan and Brian with a look of disgust and then looked at me.

"Yeah we are, and this is his twin sister, Charlotte." Brian said, wrapping his arm around Bryan's waist, showing the doctor that he isn't ashamed of being gay or people seeing them together.

"I have news on what killed your son. He drank a whole two litre bottle of bleach. The bleach went in his system, it didn't hurt him, bleach is like alcohol, too much will kill you, but you don't die a painful death. That's what happened to Bruno." He explained.

"C-can I s-see him?" I choked out.

"Sure you can, follow me." Dr. Bailey said.

Brain, Bryan and I followed Dr. Bailey. We walked through a hall way towards the stair case and walked down stairs to what looked like a basement. He slid his card down the card reader, once the light went green, he opened the door and let us to walk in. We rounded the corner and saw a metal table with a covered body laid on it, along with machine's circled around the metal table.

"I'll give you and your family some time alone with him." The doctor told me, I just nodded.

Once Dr. Bailey was out of the room, I lifted the sheet up and folded it along his waist line.

He looked so peaceful, laying there, with his eyes closed, his pail skin, purple lips and purple circles on each of his eyes.

"Dad, daddy, can you leave Bruno and I alone for a few minutes, please." I begged.

"Of course sweetheart." Brian said, Brian and Bryan walked towards Bruno, kissing his forehead, saying their 'love you's.

Once I was alone, I broke down. I rested my head against his chest and just cried.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said anything to encourage you to do this. I shouldn't have said anything. I'm the worst sister ever." I whispered while crying. "Now you're gone and it's all my fault." I cried harder. "I killed you." I whispered. " I did this to you, my words got into your head and you acted apone them. It was me who did all of this to you. I deserved getting rapped, I deserve having everyone I love being taken away from me, I deserve everything coming to me. You were my only family, the only one who stuck by me when I had depression, the one that loved me even though I said some hurtful things to you. You were my brother. You were the best brother in the world, a girl like me doesn't deserve a brother like you. BB, I love you so much. I will never forget you, I will never forget that I'm the one that made you do this to yourself." I cried, calling him by his nickname that I used to call him before our parents died, then I stopped.

I lifted the sheet up after saying 'I love you' for the last time ever. I left the room and ran towards Brian and Bryan, and I just cried on their shoulder's, reapeating 'it's all my fault'.

"Shhhh, sweetheart, it's not your fault." Brian comforted, stroking my hair at the same time Bryan did.

What they didn't know, was that it was actually all my fault. If I wouldn't have said, everything thing was his fault and that I wished he wasn't my brother, he wouldn't have committed suicide, we would still be a family with Bruno and I in school right now.

"Can we go home. I want to go home." I cried into Brian's chest.

"Okay, come on, Princess." Bryan spoke, and walked me out of the hospital, towards the car park, where the car was parked.

The car drive is going really slow, the only thing I could think about was Bruno, I couldn't get Bruno out of my mind. I killed my own brother, I didn't physically kill him, but mentally, I did. I'm the worse sister any brother can have....

Maybe I should go with him, my parents, Jenny and Vanessa. Might as well, I have no one but my adoptive parents and Daniel, everyone i love has either left or died. I'm a curse to anyone who come near me...

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So what do you think of this chapter?

I think I'm just to update all the chapter's I've written this Summer and then carry on with other chapter's and editing so I'm a step ahead in the story. So watch out for other chapters in most of my stories.

Vengeance Out

Peace

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