Obsessed

Make it go away.

Song for this chapter: I'm so sorry by Imagine Dragons.

Trigger warning- please do not read if you are easily triggered.
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Make it go away...

I just wish the pain would go away.
I can't take it anymore.
The never ending pain.
I just...I can't take it anymore.
Maybe my time has come.
Maybe it's time for me to go.
Nobody deserves to be in this kind of pain.
I never truly believed in karma before but if it did exist I must of done something bad in my past life to deserve this now.
And I do deserve it.
I deserve the pain I am being put through.
Because no matter how much it hurts.
I never want anyone else to experience this.
Maybe that's why my dad put me into a mental hospital.
He just wanted me to get better.
I don't blame him.
I blame myself.
I tried.
I honestly did.
But my best wasn't good enough not this time.

I didn't have enough fight left in me to carry on going. My life just wasn't worth the pain anymore.

No one would really miss me.
No one would really care.
No one would...
No one would.

Maybe that's why I don't care as much..because they don't.
They never seemed to.
My 'amazing' parents.
The people who were supposed to be there for me.
The people who were supposed to love me no matter what.
But they weren't.

If it wasn't for my sister,
My brother.
I can assure you that I would've left sooner.

I just want it all to go away.

A/N

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Edited- 22/06/16