Anything for Love

1. The Bitch

Bitch. Ashlee, that slut, doing that to me. Me, her best friend for five years. Telling Jillian and everyone else that she barely knows. That thought of Jillian telling me the "Secret" that may have ruined our friendship. I don't understand the reason of doing that when she knows what may happen. I just need to pretend to be her friend, until she finally can tell me the "Secret" so I have a reason to bitch slap her. It better be soon, or I'll just have to comfront her myself and have my moment to bitch out. I totally have the right to fucking yell at her, since she is the one that slept with my only love, knowing I love him. I just need her to tell me and she will get the revenge she deserves. Bitches don't mess with me.

"Miss Penelope Hill!" Ms. Patterson screech at me.

I always hated her from the beginning of grade eight until now. I never looked forward to English class, but I don't get good grades, I can't get my car.

" Miss Penelope, are you listening?."

Sidetrack from thinking about the asshole Ashlee, I yell, " Asshole!" by mistake not evening knowing what I just said.

"Oh dear Missy, go to the principle's office now!" Ms. Patterson quickly snapped at me.

I get up, gather all my things and under my breath I say, "Fuck you" leaving in frustration.

Instead of going to the principle's office, I go into the girls washroom into the fourth stall . Took at my sharpie out of my bag and started to write on the back of the stall door. " You better watch out Ashlee" I wrote onto the back of the door. Specifically picking the fourth stall since Ashlee only goes in that one, so I will know that Ashlee will eventually read it. After, I left the washroom with a smirk of satisfaction on my face.

I sit on an uncomfortable chair waiting for the principle to bring me inside. As the slightest thought of Ashlee wanted to make her drown in her blood. She knew that I loved Shawn Stimils from the moment I saw him on our grade eight ceremony. Out of no where, they just started to miraculously started to date when they had sex. Was she just a fake that pretends that we have a actual friendship, or is she just the selfish and took him away from me. Also, when did she start liking him anyways? I know that she didn't deserve someone like him, instead, he deserved me and only me.

"Miss Hills, you may go in now," said the secretary.

After the exhausting discussion about my behaviour in class with the principle, instead of going to class, I went home and skipped my other classes. When I got there, no one was home, expect my cat, Whiskers, so I just went upstairs into my room. I start to think that I am the only one Shawn can love and no one else. I worked hard throughout my three years of trying to figure everything about him, while the slut comes and have sex with him. She must get the punishment of hurting me like this, she risk our friendship. I try to think of ways to return her with revenge, yet at the time, I became tired. Just as I fell asleep, my last thought was to... KILL HER...drifting to sleep.

I wake up from my nap, an hour afterschool, and the thought of killing Ashlee lurks in my mind. Needing the time to think what to do with her, so I decide I need some time alone that no one can interrupt me. Just as I step outside, my father, who was a police officer, came home.

"Where are you off to?" he asked me with a stressed voice.

"Nowhere," I reply with no emotion as possible, since my father can tell when I have something going on with my life.

I didn't want to create a conversation with him because I don't want him to come more stress. My mother had died recently due to a fatal heart diease that came out of nowhere, now it is on me and him. I walk away as quickly as possible and trying not to glance back. Tears began gathering in my eyes, slowly they fell down my cold tender cheeks. As I finally sat down on a wooden bench in a park near my house. I bring my knees up onto the bench covering my face, and my hands cover my eyes from being visible from anyone else. I sit there in my tears, crying myself dry until I hear a voice, a voice like Ashlee and Shawn.

I feel a urge to run as fast as I can from them, yet, I was frozen by the depression that took over me. I split my fingers so I am able to see through to look at them. I sit there as still as possible for them to not notice me sitting there. As they pace slowly though the park, Ashlee notice me sitting alone, but instead of saying anything to me, she grasp Shawn's hands as they stroll down the sidewalk.

" Your the best Shawn," said Ashlee with a smirk on her face.

I wanted to take my sadness away and replace with anger, but I made myself calm down so I won't snap at her. I hate her so much right now. Instead, I needed to make Ashlee that I know nothing about what she did to me. I needed to stay close the moment is right to stink revenge in her hopeless body. Going throught my plan to be her friend may make me go insane, but it is for my own good and Shawn's heart. As they fade away into the distance, I get up and start to walk back home.

I hesitate to open the door, the redness under my eyes from crying is going to get dad to create conversation about me crying. I can't risk it, he getting into my life. I decide to take an alternative route to my room upstairs, climb the pipe. I walk to the side of my house, glancing up and down, worrying if should or not. What the hell, I can't risk anyone to know anything about me, can't trust anyone anymore, not evening my dad. My foot starts of the side of the pipe, jumping upward to clamp my hands to the top. Steadily moving in a motion, my hands pull my body up while my feet are clamp to the sides, I move it up, gripping from any movement. Only one meter to go, pushing my body weight higher and higher. At last, I'm on the level of my bedroom window, maneuvering my hands to the ledge of my window, as my feet dangle. After, I notice that the window wasn't open completely for me to climb inside, so I release one of my hands to push my window up, slowly it open. Just about to lift myself inside, my arms collapse, I hang on the ledge with only one hand weakly. I want to pull myself in, and also, I didn't want to make dad worry more about me. I didn't want anybody to get any information about me when I am vulnerable if I fall, but my arm was to weak to hold on any longer and I am losing grip. Once more, I try to lift my body weight with one arm into my window, almost into the window. Just as I go in, my arms surprisingly gave in, the wind of falling blow through my chocolate brown hair, Thump, the sound of my head against the ground. I think to myself, This would have never happened to me if Ashlee hadn't done this to me. I would have needed to hide my emotion from my dad. We could've still be best friends, but she ruined it by hurting me. She will get what she deserves one day and it will be by me. I slowly drifted to being unconscious, as blood bleed from my head.

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