It's kinda weird how little things happen. A few days ago my cousin died. She was 3. She was taking a little bath her mom got out her phone to take a picture of her playing the water. Right when she had the camera on her. She drowned
My girlfriend Alice has been very depressed lately. She kind of doesn't talk much anymore. It all happened all the sudden. I always try to cheer her up but she always gives me a little smile then looks away sad. I don't know what's wrong. I give her a rose from my moms store everyday then she would would blush and put it in one of her vases with the other roses I give to her. One night I texted her it was 11:00
Text messages:
Trey: still up?
Alice: yup ^_^!!
Trey: wat do u wtd this weekend?
Alice: idk wat u whatever u want.
Trey: I just want u happy ^_^!
Alice: I am! becuz am with u!
Trey: why r u lookin sad lately? U don't talk to your friends anymore and you hardly eat anything.
Alice: am fine it nothing to b worried about.
Trey: I want happy u back!
Alice: sorry but I have to go bye.
The next day I gave her a ride to school. We didn't talk much though. When we went in she held onto my arm to class. We had a lot of classes together. I would carry both of our bags and later in the day she would carry her own bag. Today she held my hand to 2nd period. Her hand was warm and gentle. She would give me a slight smile every time she would look at me then look away. She wore her dark hair down to her shoulders she didn't wear much make up she didn't need to. She had one bright blue and the other dark brown. Her skin was kind of pale and she was skinny and wore a white short summer dress and a black and white sleeved shirt under it. I loved the way she looked.
" Well at least it's Friday " I said to Alice. She just nodded and slightly smiled " Hey can you come over today? " she asked. " Yeah why?" "I have to show you something" "What is it?". She blushed a little " it's a surprise ". At lunch we sat under a tree a usual I was eating a turkey sandwich and Alice always ate a apple sometimes I watch her soft thin lips bite into her apple. We never kissed on the lips before but we kissed another on the cheek and forehead sometimes. So we sat there silently and watched the clouds float by.
In 7th period she helped me with my work. It was world history ( I hate that class ). I loved it she leaned on me when she's helping me on a question. After class she grabbed my arm and dragged me to my car.
I let Alice drive I don't know why. I sat there wondering she was going to show me. It couldn't be sex because our love wasn't like everyone's else's. Now people like to do nothing but bang another like there's no tomorrow and call that love. Our love like a very close friendship like a mother and child. I always could tell her anything she knows about everything about me. Our parents got along we like the same stuff we were met to be and everyone knew that.
" Are you hungry " she said I have no idea how she knew. " No" I lied. When we went into her house she took me into her room. She thew me on a yellow chair and ran into her bathroom. She got out a box with Japanese letters on it then she got out a lot of them and thew one at me. " What are these?" I asked. She finally smiled and said " they are called procky sticks they are pretzels. I put the long procky stick in my mouth. " These are actually good " I said. I smiled " my mom got these when she came back from Japan"then put one in her mouth. She was finally smiling I haven't seen her like this for a month.
A few weeks later it was all most end of the school year she seemed happy again. She seemed to be into Japanese candy and anime. She more talkative lately " So my mom is going to go to Japan again and get me manga" she says excited. " Do you ever watch normal TV? " "No normal TV is boring.". In the middle of the hallway Alice's brother Daniel was in the middle of the hallway. We walked passed him put he got and got a out a large kitchen knife. " HEY ALICE!" he screamed. He put the knife against the wall then stapled his head on the knife again and again. Eventually he fell to the floor with blood coming from his mouth.
