NOTE:
• I AM SORRY IF I HAVE ANY GRAMMATICAL MISTAKE, MY MAIN LANGUAGE IS ARABIC NOT ENGLISH
• Every chapter is made up of one page.
I have never loved myself. My tummy, my big thighs, my pale face, and my crooked smile. Everything, i just hated everything about me.
I've always heard people talking about how hard it is to love yourself, but hearing that as a 10 years old girl cracked me up, like how can you not love yourself ? What did "yourself" do wrong ?
These questions though, turned into answers, when i turned 14.
I don't know how or why i just felt miserable and worthless and kept on questioning my existence, and when you question your existence almost every single second of your life, you know there's something wrong.
I have no friends. I was totally invisible no matter what i did and no matter what i said.
I thought it was a phase everyone in my age went through but i guess i am wrong, cause i am 16 now and i feel worse about myself.
At the age of 15 I realized that I wasn't pretty enough or cool enough, i was normal, and people ironically don't accept normal. They want perfection and i was so so far away from that. I've always wished to be someone else, someone pretty and loved and accepted, by people around me and mostly important myself.
At the age of 16 i became that person i've always dreamed of, but only in my mind and imagination and... my phone.
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