Sitting alone in my room once again. Im crying but the tears are not from my eyes and aren't really tears. There coming from my wrists and the tears are red.
I wish he knew how much he hurt me when he said that. I know it was a joke but i took it personally. If only i wasnt like this. I hate mg self so much!!
Looking to my right i see my box. My box is full of my paim killers or in other words my killers. No one knows I self harm. Im gonna tell Andy one day but not soon. Dave knows but well, I told him not to tell Andy. Ever.
The joke comes back again....
"Hey bubbles, we're off to see some fans. Wanna come? "
"No thanks ill stay here and have a sleep. Thanks bubba"
"You too are gross. At least you didn't say stay here and cu....."
"SHUT IT DAVID!!!!"
"Whats he talking about bubbles? You don't cut do you? Because cutting is dumb it doesnt solve anything. Cutting is for the seekers"
I glare at Dave and mouth fuck you. Your dead meat.
"Andy you should like leave. You dont want to keep your fans waiting now do you?"
"No of course not. Bye my little cutting bubbles"
☆☆☆☆author note.
First book. Only the Start. Abit lame i know. Doesnt really make sence does it? Messge me inspirational things to right about!!!
Shae or Bubbles.
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dark dreams about Andy Leo
FanfictionShe dreams about him every night. She wishes she didnt. He hurt her too much. Why cant she just live in peace?
