Like I'm gonna lose you (Clawen)

Randomness

CLAIRE'S POV

As soon as I got in I made myself comfortable on the couch. "How was your day?" I asked Owen as he sat down next to me. "It was great, I love my dolphins so much already" Owen beamed. "How was yours" he replied. "It was fine until I passed out" I said switching the TV on. "Owen" I said sweetly batting my eyelashes. "What do you want?" He asked knowing that I wanted something. "Could you get the jar of Nutella please" I grinned. "Claire, dinner isn't gonna be long I just put it in the oven" he said. "But I'm really hungry and I'm dying for Nutella" I whined. "Fine" Owen said getting up. "Thank you" I said pleased that he gave in to my request.

I turned my attention to the TV. Kevin Masrani was on the news. "Owenn" I cried, he came rushing in with my Nutella and a panicked face. "What's wrong" he replied, "Nothing, I just wanted my Nutella and look who's on TV" I said smirking. "Seriously, next time you do that I won't come and you might actually be dying" Owen lectured. I giggled at him whilst I ate my Nutella. "I have big plans for Aquatic World and who knows there might even be a genetically modified hybrid" Masrani's voice came through the speakers. "That son of a b!tch" I shouted throwing a pillow at the screen aiming for Kevin's face. I was also holding a spoon of Nutella a managed to flick it everywhere. "Claire, calm down" Owen said wiping Nutella off his face. "Does he not know what happened at Jurassic World" I said frantically. "Claire" Owen said trying to calm me down. Then I burst out crying. "Oh, babe" Owen said pulling me into his chest. "I...I don't know w...why I'm crying" I sobbed. I was so confused, my emotions were a complete mess; just two minutes ago I was teasing Owen. "You're probably just tired" He whispered into my hair. "You get some sleep" Owen gently pressed me against him. "But...But I'm hungry" I sounded like a 4 year old but I didn't care. Owen chuckled at me before kissing my head.

I followed Owen into the kitchen. He plated up our lasagna whilst I set the table. "Thanks" I smiled as Owen put my plate in front of me. I ate mine rather quickly. "Where has this appetite come from?" Owen joked as got up for more. "It's probably just, stress eating, you know with the added pressure of work" I said thinking nothing more of it. Owen just shook his head at me.

OWEN'S POV

I'm worried about Claire. She's been acting a little strange lately, random out bursts, always hungry and constant mood swings. She think nothing of it and puts it down to work. Claire's probably right and I'm just over thinking it a bit. "I'll clear up, why don't you try and get some sleep" I realised I must of sounded as if I was treating her slightly childlike. However Claire has been acting like a child recently and it's completely out of the blue. "Okay, thank you" Claire replied yawning. I thought about talking to Karen, but then Claire would probably get mad at me. I went upstairs 15 minutes later to find Claire sound asleep. Bless her. She looked so cute when she slept. As I climbed into bed next to Claire I felt that her hand was freezing. I wrapped my arms around her to keep her delicate body warm. I soon drifted off to sleep snuggled next to Claire.

I was awoken in the night by Claire turning. "Claire, are you alright?" I mumbled with my eyes still shut. "No, I've got stomach cramps again" Claire sounded close to tears. "Oh babe, do you want me to get you a hot water bottle?" I couldn't stand to see Claire in pain. Before she even answered I got up to go get one out of the bathroom cupboard. I went downstairs to boil the kettle. I tried to be as quick as I could. I went back upstairs to find Claire curled up in a ball, clutching her stomach. "Here you go, baby" I said handing the hot water bottle over. "Thank you" she whispered. "Umm, Claire" I said nervously, "yeah" she answered. "Do you wanna talk about all this randomness" I asked hoping that she wouldn't get annoyed. "What do you mean all this randomness?!" Claire's tone was bitter. I cringed at the fact that I've managed to anger Claire. "Err, you know like how you're always hungry, how when you fainted you were boiling. And when I got into bed you were freezing, Errm and how you get mad at me for nothing" I spoke calmly praying that Claire wouldn't shout at me. I waited for a few seconds, but she didn't answer. "Claire?" I asked slightly worried. "I'm absolutely fine. I don't want to talk about it" Claire said bluntly. "Okay" I whispered.

Maybe by the morning Claire would have calmed down a bit. I was really worried about Claire. I loved her. This wasn't her usual behaviour and I have no clue whatsoever how to handle it. I decided to get some sleep. I wanted to get up extra early tomorrow morning, so I could go on a run to clear my head.

5:30, my alarm went off. I got out of bed carefully, trying not to wake up Claire. I hope things go back to normal soon, because I'm afraid I might say something that will cause a major fight between us. I put on my shorts and a t-shirt on and pulled my trainers out from the back of my wardrobe. I gently kissed Claire on the forehead, then I scribbled a note saying I had gone on a run. I'm planning to be back before she wakes up but if I'm not at least she knows. I went downstairs grabbed a bottle of water and ran off into the fresh morning air.

A/N: Hey guys hoped you like it. Not much is happening at the moment but things will get a bit more dramatic.
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