1 - I'm Done

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I wish people who you really care about love you forever. But I guess that will never happen in life. I thought that maybe this is it. He will love me forever and my whole life would be perfect. Pfft. Yer right. A little bit of advice, don't trust someone who you think will trust your honesty!

My boyfriend or shall I say ex-asshole-boyfriend was being a tw*t. Like something I thought he would never do. That maybe when I saw him that day I could trust him but obviously not. Basically I came home one night and coz I was with my mates and I told him to take care of our adopted child Emily. She was only 12. And I walked in and she just cried in my arms. I asked her 'What's the matter sweetie?!' I was shaking and panicking. 'S-someone's in the b-bedroom' She couldn't stop crying, I have never seen this in the whole year in her life. 'Okay darling just go to your bedroom and I will come back in a minute I promise' She just nodded then went to her bedroom. I walked towards the bedroom and it was locked. I could here giggling in there. Motherf****r he locked it. I know exactly what Emily was thinking, so did I. I stepped back and ran to knock the door open to see him with another girl in our bed. 'WHAT THE F**K DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!' He stopped and looked at me in shock. What the hell, why would he do this to me. And I was even more angry coz I swore and Emily had never herd me swear or him.

'GET THE F**K OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU WHORE!!!' I grabbed that girls stuff and threw them out of the window. 'What the hell did you do that for?!' I didn't answer and she just left. Good riddance! Now it's was serious business with me and him. 'YOU VILE CREATURE HOW COULD YOU EVER DO THIS TO EMILY YOU SON OF A BITCH!' What the f**k did he think, that Emily would just not ever tell me or not hear. 'It wasn't what it looked like and Emily was asleep--' I cut him off by saying. 'Sure sure sure it wasn't what it looked like, that's what all you assholes say, but Emily of course heard it she was in tears, SHE DIDNT NEED TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT!' He looked at me in a indescribable way. It wasn't sadness or happiness or anything. Just a very bizarre look. He put his clothes on and went into Emily's room and I followed. 'What are you doing?' Again no answer.

He turned to grab Emily's arm and said 'Emily pack your stuff your coming with me' No he is not taking her. 'No your not taking her!' 'Watch me' And with that Emily came running to me. 'Jordan please don't let him take me!!!' She was crying. She didn't even pack but of course he had to pack for her. She wasn't going no matter what. She just stayed there, with her arms wrapped around my me and wasn't letting go. I just stayed looking at her and said 'He won't t--' I got cut off by him grabbing Emily around her waist and flipped her on his his shoulder, He ran down the hallway and to the door until he reached the car. I was running as fast as I could to try and get her away from him. But there was no hope. She was gone, just like that. The only person who I actually cared about in my whole life. It was her. My baby taken away from me. But he won't be there forever, oh no he won't be able to cope!

Hey guys so if you have just been confused by who his man is, well it is not Dan so don't worry about that. I just wanted to say that because I thought that maybe some of you may think it was Dan or not.
Peace Out

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