H2O Delirious- Breakeven

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Song- Breakeven by The Script

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I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

"I can't do this anymore!" She shouts at me, and I feel my heart break. "You never have time for me anymore, I feel like I'm nothing, Jonathon!"

Her best days were some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

"I hope you find the right guy, and that he treats you right. I'm sorry Y/N. I love you, no matter what."
I stayed awake that night, unable to sleep knowing she wasn't beside me. My heart broke, but it didn't break even.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

To know that she is okay without me makes me cry. She is having probably the time of her life while I am breaking into pieces. How can she go on while everybody is watching me and watching as I fall apart. the best part of her was me and now she's gone, and I am not breaking even.

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

Did this actually happen for a reason? No matter what to me, it will forever hurt. I feel the tears coming every time I see a picture, am I really this soft?

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.

Evan and Lui have tried to come over. No help no matter. I remember when she took her bags out of her room with all of her stuff as I cried. She doesn't care anymore, or has she ever cared?

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no

When a heart breaks, I have learned it doesn't break even. Not now....

Not ever.

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