I needa tell you something...
The first time I saw you I wanted to be close to you. I wanted to know you in a way nobody else in the world would. I knew that I wanted you in my life for a long time. The first time I came over I was so nervous because I didn't wanna mess anything up. I was terrified you wouldn't like me anymore. But finally I opened up and I got close to you and started talking more. I kissed you the first night I was there and we fell asleep all cuddled up. I loved that. That is a memory of ours that I would never forget. If you ever left me I wouldn't be close to anyone like I am you. I remember the first thing you ever said to me. I remember the first thing you said to me when I was getting in your grandmas car on the way to the chitlin supper. I remember that night when you kissed me for the first time... I thought my heart was gonna explode. But it felt so perfect <3 the moment our lips touched I knew you were gonna be mine. I knew you was the right one and the only one that I wanted. I've cried in front of you. That shows I trust you and I'm comfortable around you. I cried over you and couldn't stop myself. That should show how much I love you. I cried when you left my house and cried for a while after that. I cry myself to sleep some nights because I miss you so bad. I kissed you in the rain, laid with you in a field underneath the moonlight, jumped a fence to chase sheep, and walked down the road at 2 in the morning. I'm so attached to you... you don't even understand... and now that I have you the only thing that terrifies me is the thought that maybe one day we'll be back at where we started </3 not talking or anything.
I just had to tell you that <3
