10 Things I Hate About You

Jake

Dear Jake,

I hate how I am limited to only writing ten things I hate about you. (I could write a book on you.)

I hate how you are my Alpha. (You are a kid, telling me what to do.)

I hate how in love(d?) you are with Bella. (You could so much better.)

I hate your imprint. (Nessie, really? Bella Leech's daughter?)

I hate how you dragged us into a war. (Over a girl.Was she worth it? No.)

I hate how you got hurt because you were trying to protect me. (I had him, but no you had to jump to protect me and then get hurt, almost died and everyone hates me for it.)

I hate how much my brother looks up to you. (He loves you.)

I hate how you made me Beta. (I'm the last person who should be looked up to.)

I hate how much you care. (Why?)

I hate how strong you are. (Not just physically but emotionally too.)

I hate your height. (I feel like a girl around you.)

I hate you eyes. (They see me, they see what I keep hidden.)

I hate how much you laugh. (Hoe can you laugh after all we been through?)

I hate your friends. (They drive me crazy.)

I hate your love of certain vampires. (They are the whole reason I don't have a normal life.)

I hate how you encourage me to live my life. (What is left to live?)

But most of all I hate how you have seen me at my worst and yet you still care. You still love me. 

I hate how you make me feel.

I hate how I know you will stay.

Love Leah