Squampy not sqampy

Depression Is Crap

Stampy P.O.V

Sometimes life treats you terribly, basically you look at my life and you think that my life is terrible. Which it is. I have had depression for 2 years now and it's not going to get any better. I don't know why but I feel like no one cares for me. And that didn't help today. My girlfriend who I have been dating for 1 year had just broken up with me, sqaishey. I thought she was the perfect girl for me but I guess not. I locked myself in my room for a long time. I learned that the outside world can hurt and I couldn't stand that! I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die!

Squid P.O.V

Stampy had just came back home. He looked angry and he looked like he had been crying. Why? He went on a date with his girlfriend! Of course he would be happy! They where the best couple ever! They where always kissing and hugging. That's why stampy coming home not wanting to talk was confusing. I left him for about an hour and then I knew enough was enough and I had to talk to him. He probably wouldn't come out of his room ever again if I didn't! I stood up and went over to his bedroom door. I tried to open the door but it was locked. What was he doing in there? I then knocked on the door. "Stamps come on. Open the door" I said, through the door that was splitting us.
"Go away! I'm useless! I have no idea why anyone would want to talk to me because I am a freaking piece of crap!" He bellowed.

Stampys P.O.V

I had just yelled at my best friend. What was I doing?! "Come on stamps! I just want to know what's up!" He answered. I stood up, still with tears running down my face, and unlocked the door. He opened the door and I went back to my bed to throw myself under the covers. "Come on! Tell me what's up." Squid said as he sat on the bed.
"I'm worthless." I answered simply. He took the covers away from my face.
"Something happened between you two. Am I right?" He asked. I nodded my head and threw my head on the mattress. "We broke up." I answered. Tears where now flowing down my face like a river. I felt his arms wrap around my body. "It's ok. I know how you feel. I was just like this when me and Nicole broke up. I felt that I had no meaning in this world. But now I know, if we were not suppose to be on this world then why did God put us here?" Squid quoted. I now was sitting up  and hugging him. I felt so safe in his arms!

Squid P.O.V

Stampy was now gripping me. I felt so bad for him. I had no words really. We stopped hugging and out faces were about 2 centimetres apart. I leaned in a tiny bit closer. I then moved away. "Come on." I said grabbing his hand. I lead him to our sofa and I threw him on. "Let's watch some Netflix!" I answered. His face lit up and we watched some random movies. This was great! He had gone from being so upset that he wanted to die to having the best time of his life!

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A/N

Hello! Just thought I would tell you a bit about myself! So my name is Katy and I am 13 years old. I live in Liverpool in England and have 2 sisters, a mum and a dad. I only have one nan and no grandads. They all sadly died. I am terrible at Maths so don't you dare think I will be putting any algebra in these books! I am a level 7 in English. I am sorta new to wattpad. Sorry #noob! I am not a big fan of music but I still have my favourite artist and song. My favourite artist is Bethany Bates aka Sqaishey and my favourite song is Dream by Bethany Bates aka Sqaishey. I am a fangirl! There is no going around that! I watch YouTube all the time, that is basically my life! I watch AmazingPhil, danisnotonfire, stampylongnose/head, sqaishey quack, iballisticsquid, Morgana Online, videostar123, LDshadowlady, stacyplays, ashdubh, smallishbeans, JackSepticEye, pewdiepie and MayBaby. Yeah, that's a weird mix of people! I don't really have any friends... **Cries** so if anyone has kik feel free to leave your user below! My name is firefoxx. So I can't wait to talk to you guys! (Btw the full stop is part of the username!) so yah... See you all soon!