Just A Crush? No, It's Love.

Cuddle. 11

ERVINS POV
I'm laying here cuddling with cameron. He's so comforting..I love this. I don't know how to feel about Jemma but it doesn't matter because I know Cameron will be there for me. This is nice. I think to myself. It really is though. Wrapped in Cameron's arms laying in bed with him. His body is warm. And my mind is cold.. Metaphorically speaking. But the only thing that is okay right now is this. Nothing else would feel right..and I wonder why that is. Cameron. It's because Cameron is holding me. Maybe my thoughts are correct. Maybe it's because Cameron is here and nobody else. Maybe I wouldn't feel alright if it were someone else... You like Cameron. I subconscious told myself. What? I can't like my best friend! What am I telling myself?! I pull away a little bit and he looks into my eyes. "You okay?" He asks. "I..don't know.." I reply nervously. I've never felt like this about him before..I don't know if I should leave or stay..if I leave I'll never figure it out. So I guess I'll stay. I lay back down, closer to him this time and he wraps his arms around me again. "Hold on.." I mutter before getting up and then turning off the lights and closing the black curtains so the room is dark. I lay back down and he cuddles me some more. I know I just broke up with Jemma..but I'm already kind of over it. I run my hand through Cameron's hair. His hair is so soft. He smiles a little and it's adorable. He moves me so that my back is pressed against his chest. Now we're spooning and I'm the little spoon. My heart is beating a mile a minute and there's butterflies in my stomach. Because of cameron...