The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 50:The Worst Of Them.

Alan's P.O.V:

I woke up sweating, I tried pushing the blankets off but then I realized somebodies arms were around me. I slowly peel them off of me and I sit up and turn to see who I fell asleep with. Austin? What the fuck!? I tried racking my brain for any explanation but then I remembered that we gave each other a little favor. "Oh god." I mumble. I get up and run to the bathroom. I open the toilet seat and start throwing up, all the alcohol from last night was just being emptied from my stomach.

After I finished brushing my teeth I decided to have a shower. Did I enjoy what Austin and I did last night? No of course not Alan! I have Savannah, who's also out of town visiting family. I've been lonely without her so maybe I did enjoy it? I'm so confused, I feel like there is feelings there for Austin but than at the same time he's my best friend, it's wrong, right? Well I mean, Kellin and Vic were best friends... OMG I'm so doomed.

Austin's P.O.V:

I woke up to an empty bed that wasn't too familiar to me. I sit up quickly and look around, I'm in Alan's room but where's Alan? I start getting dizzy and my stomach starts to churn, I know it's from getting up too fast. I get up and run into the bathroom but as I open the door, there stands a naked, soaking wet, Alan. "Oh god." I mumble. I lift the toilet seat and start throwing up.

Alan was rubbing my back and he was such a good friend to me. "Alan, thanks." I whisper. I get up and wash my mouth out. I tried to remember exactly what happened last night but then it hit me. "Alan, I didn't make you feel uncomfortable last night, did I?" I ask kind of worried. "Uh.. No, to be completely honest, I enjoyed it." he says. I look at him and I smile. I couldn't tell if this was developing into something or if I just had strong feelings for my best friend? I was so confused.

Alan decided to call Shayley and invite him and Zundra over wether I liked it or not. "What time are they coming?" I ask again. I've asked about twenty times in the past hour. I knew what time they were coming over at I just wanted to keep myself busy by asking the same question. I know Alan knows what I'm doing, it's not the first time I've done this. He's going to sigh then look at me and say, "Austin, I've told you how many times? They're coming at 6." Then he'll go back to texting Savannah and will continue ignoring me. It's what he's been doing for the past two hours. It gets really annoying but I'll just have to deal with it.

Six came pretty quickly, they were there right at six which was weird. Alan keeps texting but I know what he's doing, he wants me to answer the door but I refuse too. I sit on the couch beside him and he looks up at me and rolls his eyes. He then gets up and goes to the door. "Hey Alan." I hear her sweet soft voice say. She was happy today, I could hear it in her voice. "Come on in guys, hope you don't mind, I have a friend over who's joining us tonight." Alan says. "Oh no problem." She says.

I hear the door shut then Alan comes in the living room and close behind is Shayley and Zundra. "Oh." Shayley says as he sees me. Zundra's face drops and she looks anywhere but at me. "Shay, can you do me a huge favor?" Alan breaks the silence which I'm grateful for. "Sure." Shayley looks at Alan. "Drive me to the beer store, my car has no gas." I know Alan's lying because just last night he was driving it. He's only saying it so that Zundra and I can be alone.

"Yea no problem." Shayley says. Shayley looks at me and then Zundra, "I'll be back." He says to her. She nods and fakes a smile. Alan and Shayley leave, leaving Zundra and I alone. "Wheres Robert?" I blurt out. She looks at me in surprise. "Alicia's" she says quickly. I nod and try to relax. I look at her wrist and I notice bruises and hand prints. "I'm sorry I hurt you." I blurt out. She nods and and sits on the other couch. I can tell shes trying to avoid my gaze, she makes everything obvious.

"I still love you more than anything Zundra." I whisper. She looks up at me and I can see tears. "STOP PLAYING WITH ME AUSTIN! ONE MINUTE YOU "LOVE" ME THE NEXT YOU'RE FUCKING MY EX FRIEND!" she screams, it wasn't needed but she's clearly hurt and I don't blame her. "I'm sorry believe me, I didn't mean to hurt you but we weren't dating and I was lonely Zundra! You left me. Remember?" She shakes her head in disbelief and throws her hands in the air and drops them in frustration. "So because I left you, it gives you the right to fuck with my emotions? Stop fucking around with my emotions Austin!" She's mad and I caused her to be. It's all my fault, it always is.