Burning through my mind. That's all I could think. I was currently filming a Rachel's room and one of the comments was, 'your only famous because of your sister'. "Hahahaha thanks for callin me famous!" I said laughing to the camera. Inside my head it was all I could think of. I was lost. I don't know why, it just hurt. A lot. I wrapped up the video and called Colleen. "Hello?" She answered. "Hey sis" I said. "Is everything ok?" She asked kindly. "Y-Yes. everything's perfect actually." I decided against telling her, I mean she has two kids to look after. Her and Josh have twins and boy are they a handful. "I-I-I have to go." I said quickly and hung up. I ran to my room and just cried. Maybe I'm not meant to be a youtuber. And I drifted off to sleep.
A/N Hope you enjoyed Chapter 1!
